*Sobs*...

The world is so unfair T___T

Today... I saw this girl's blog... and OMFG... She's like one of the backup dancers for that night's performance... And she took pictures with every single star... including Gackt-san and my dear You-kun T__T WHYYYYY WHYYYYYYYY I am... so... @#$&^(*&#@^(&#*^ I can't even explain this sourness and bitterness... It's just... ;[ I don't think she's even a fan... At least she doesn't know You-kun's name... She referred to him as "gackt's band member..." That's acceptable.. But no fangirl would call him that... HIS NAME IS YOUUUU!!! DAMN IT

SIGHHHHH~~~~~~~ Gakkun is coming to Shanghai to walk the red carpet... OMFG WHY DOES HE HAVE TO GO TO CHINA!!!! AGAIN! OMG WATS WITH CANADA THIS GODDAMN BORING COUNTRY!  #&$^(*&^%(&^

There's no way... no chance... of me seeing him... ever... in my lifetime... Just once is good enough for me ;_;

Gaaah... I just feel so uncontrollable today... Well... I had a 7:20 morning rehearsal ~_~ I'm tired... EXHAUSTED... And tomorrow's the concert...

P.S. I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight T~T It's just so hard to be a true fangirl and buy all those gackt goods in CANADA...