O wow... TWO MONTHS xD

LOL
It's been two months >___>
WOW...
Feels like FOREVER *___*
so many happened during this time
which I'm too lazy to list out one by one = =;;;;;
BUT~~
I performed at two weddings LOL xD
earned some money... but omg... the haircut was such a rip off....
A's cousin did it for me and it's not even that good... I found out later that she is chargin me $20 for it.. which has to be taken out of my pay... $50 each wedding, so that's $100 in total that I was SUPPOSE to earn...
But... DAMN~~~~ $20 for that stupid haircut??? (it's not even a haircut ok? she just got me bangs that doesn't even make a different = =;;;;;; and my hair's still the same as before... it just looks different for THAT day.... WTF)
So in the end, I only earned $80 T_T
$75 of that goes to my piano lesson... Man oh man~ I'm so poorrrrr ~___~ SIGH...
This summer... I'm soooo getting a job :X

Anyways... my weight loss seems to be coming to a halt :OOOOOO
This is baaaddd
I only lost 20lbs... damn... I just can't control myself now...
Geez... If I don't control myself, I'm probably gonna have bulimia or anorexia lolol
cuz when I'm really hungry (like afterschool and noone's home), I eat a lot but then I feel SOOOO BAD about it T_T
So now... I have this sick feeling in my stomach... :X
But I'll be alright ;)

I think I'm gonna go back to writing on here xP
This is also a place to keep track of my weight loss~
My plan for the next 21 days is
1. First 3 days, exercise + drinking water ONLY
2. Next 8 days, exercise + water + fruits and veggies
3. Next 10 days, eat normally... but NOT FULL
I read somewhere that this will make me lose 7kgs~~~
I tried it before and it's really working.. But I only lost like 5 lbs cuz I didn't exactly follow it xDDDD
This time~~~ I shall DO IT >:OOOOOO

FIGHT OH~!

MHQ Karaoke o(∩_∩)o

It was pretty good :D
Better than I thought xD
They do have a fairly OK amount of english songs with their original MVs
haha~ But some of them have random MVs or NO MVs at all xD
As for the Chinese songs, I haven't been listening to them lately so I have no idea how most of hem goes =,=
I had to sing japanese songs xD
But the only jap songs I know are Yuki no Hana and some boA's japanese songs xD
@_@;;
That was kinda sad ..........
But it was fun in general =P

OMG yesterday, I got my retainer on and I FKN HATE IT
I CANNOT TALK PROPERLY WITH IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everytime I talk, there's this sh- sound T_T
It's sooooooooooo annoying
and my mouth always gets all watery inside.... I'm just scared to go to skl... What if I accidently drool when I talk???
AARGH
I have to live with this for the next year of my life!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFFFFF
AAAAAAAAAHHHHH

Painful Second Day...

So I'm back on the diet again = =;;
This time I'm gonna do the 21 days thing
For the first 3 days, I have to eat nothing but drink water
Then the next 8 days, I can eat vegetables and fruits and water
then the remaining 10 days, I eat normal food except at small porprotions

Here I am, on the second day without food x_x;;
I actually ate some solid food today and now I feel EXTREMELY guilty T_T
OMG I feel like I gained another 10 pounds or something @_@
Sigh~
Tomorrow is the last day of the first stage...
I am actually losing weight... But this is just too painful T_T
Oh well...
All beauty comes with a price ;[

Happy Birthday to me =)

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday dear MEEEEEE~
Happy birthday to me ;3

Wow
I feel like such a loser for singing HBD to myself xD
Well... Today's my 16th birthday and I'm celebrating with my parents = =
On friday, I'm probably going karaoke-ing @ p-mall... Damn. I'm gonna be so poor... and I don't think my parents are gonna support my expenses... Sigh... Now I just wanna go kill myself on my birthday =___=
Rofl emo thoughts again >.<

Looking Back...

At my Febraury entries... Wow... Was I EMOOO xD
Yea... February was kinda messed up..
and I just got my laptop back except there's something wrong with it and then I had to reinstall everything T_T
omfg
aargh...
I just don't have the motive to write random things on here now x_x
Anyways
My birthday is coming up... except I don't know what I'm doing :X
I've wanted to go to a karaoke place at p-mall but when I googled it, it doesn't seem that safe - - cuz apprantly, some guy got stabbed and died in there X__X (even though I'm emo sometimes... I just don't wanna die on my birthday xD)
I want to go to Take One too... Except nobody seems to know the price and AAH @__@
Nobody is helping me with karaoke pricessssss =o=
I need to find one that's cheap, has most chinese and english songs, some japanese and some korean... But it's kinda hard =\
Hmmmm
More researching @_@

P.S. Oh man... I'm sick -_x

Oh Great... - -

My laptop's busted again...
This time, it's a corrupted registry
Dunno how the hell that happened :S
It's probably because THAT WOMAN smashed my laptop close... and UNPLUGGED THE AC POWER while I was in the middle of something... and yea... my laptop is AC powered cuz they didn't want me to ruin the battery = =
OMG
I can't fix this T_T
I googled it and holy shit it seems like nobody has the ABSOLUTE solution to it x_x
So now.. I'm just gonna connect my hard drive to my dad's laptop and hopefully, I can transfer everything.... and then I'm gonna use the A70 recovery CD :X
I HOPE THAT WORKS T_T

I hate my mom :)

I hate my mom =)
I fkn hate her so much
and I don't care if she was the one that gave me life
If I knew I would end up with her, I would rather have no life at all
end of story
:D