Back I go...

... to my dad's laptop =_=

Yup~ SOMEBODY took away my laptop again T_T When I found it again this morning, SOMEBODY ELSE took my HARD DRIVE OUT =o= Like OMG~ Do they HAVE to think of dumb methods like this??? GAWD~!!!! I'm sooooo pissed now =_=

But I guess I'm kinda immune to this ~(-_-)~
Since it happened so many times before =__=
Whatever~

I'm sure I'll get it back someday T^T

Anyways~
We got a new camera on Boxing Day~ It's really cool *w*
But since I don't have my laptop with me... I don't really feel like uploading pictures to my dad's @x@
Ok...
I'm running out of things to say... don't feel like typing anymore (the height of my dad's desk is so uncomfortable -_-)
I'm just gonna go back to watching Romantic Princess ;D

Today... I did something...

 

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I wrote a fan letter to Gackt *___* OMG it's like my first fan letter to ANYBODY O____O I'm soooo excited :DDDD I don't care if he replies or even reads it xD My letter was only 3 lines... I was just wishing him a merry christmas =D I'm gonna write another one on New Year :D

I planned all year for this moment... I've always wanted to write to him... except :S I don't know what to say and stuff... Well~ If he happens to read that, then he'll know there's one more person in this world that cares about him 8D

But if he does reply... OMG I'M GONNA DIEEEEE OF HAPPINESS @___@

My life would be full if I ever get to see him in real person 8DDD

P.S. Damn~~~ I have to wake up early tomorrow for some BOXING DAY shopping!!! ~.~

Almost Christmas xD

Woot~

It's almost Christmas <3

Damn... I was planning on writing a fan mail to Gakkun... I was waiting all year for this moment >.< But I guess... I'm a bit scared :SS Like I don't know what to say to him @_@;;

Ok..

I'm doing it now...

X__X

I don't know why I'm so scared......

*Sigh*

 

So Sick~~~~

This week I've been very bery sick x__x

It's cuz of that storm that hit Toronto last weekend... I went to p-mall with my friends to do christmas shopping... and it was FREEZING! My legs were NUMB... By the time I got home, I couldn't even breathe cuz my nose was stuffed T_T

As the days go by, I got sicker... Yesterday, on the way back from my piano lesson, I could just feel my head pounding and arrgh >_< I felt like fainting on the subway... So I took Aspirin... It's actually the first time that I got so sick that I had to take Aspirin to get rid of the feverish feeling X__X

Speaking of Christmas, I guess I was kinda disappointed when I gave presents to 8 people but I only got a chocolate and stationary (<3 you guys forever for giving me those ^_^)~ At least at art lesson, SOMEBODY gave me really nice gift (^_^ THANK YOU!!! I LOVE IT)~ And Teacher gave me a teddy bear >w<~ It was so cuteeeeee~ But yea... Call me greedy... But I just felt disappointed cuz I went that far just to get a present for them IN THE COLD with -30 DEGREES CELCIUS with the WORST STORM in A DECADE IN TORONTO HAPPENING >x< Which I got really sick afterwards... I really do feel like an idiot... Sigh~ They'll make it up for my birthday... HOPEFULLY =__=

What great friends I have =3=

Wow... It's been a while...

... since I went on my blog @_@;;

I guess I was busy xP

Well... *ahem* = =;;

Last Saturday I went to P mall with the non-asians (not being racist)~ It's actually the first time that I went with all non-asian friends~ I spent so much money there... Well... Christmas present shopping... = =^ The thing is that after all that time and money consumed in buying presents, I'm not even sure if some of those people that I'm giving presents to are gonna give me a present back... T_T I want presentsssssss (I know it's the SEASON of giving... but STILL =o=)

Holy crap~ Yesterday my mom locked me out just because I was 20 minutes late coming back from the library with Em. I was surprisingly calm (because she said she would do that if I was late... I was prepared @_@;;) So I walked around the neighbourhood... I was REALLY calm... Just kept on walking... After I end up in front of my house, I saw my dad (he totally ruined the mood @($*#)(*#@&) So I had to go home >_> And blah blah blah came the lectures... DAMN~ I walked for like almost an hour outside... in the melting snow T_T

P.S. OMG A.C. got a PSP!!! But she's not allowed to open it before Christmas >.<

Self Defence!

Was quite fun xD

Today was the last day and it's day where the guy actually attacks you xD

I was sooo scared at first >_< But in the end, it was quite fun~

So... I was just standing there and the guy suddenly grabs me from the back LOL I was screaming and kicking xDD And then when I was turning around, he was squeezing so hard >_< Then something happened in between and I ended up on the ground @_@;; It was so hard to get him off >_< I was struggling and punching randomly =o= But finally I got him off... It was so tiring T_T CUZ HE'S A GUY and he's sitting on top of me and @)(*$&)#*@&#)(* AAAAAH x_x;; I WAS EXHAUSTED by the time we got to strings... Sigh~ Now that I think about it, it's actually quite fun LOL~

说真的... 看着别的人被他压在下面真的很像拍A片 Orz... Not that I know how it looks ROFL But yea... 感觉很怪........... LMAO

Anyways... Now I'm done my science lab and math assignment xD Life's not as stressful anymore <3 And besides, today's senior chamber/senior rehearsal went quite well (Mrs. H was in a good mood today x3).

One more week to go until CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS!! <3

Life is messed... ATM

OMGOMGOMG I'm soooo screwed... I CANNOT play those senior and senior chamber pieces >_< I-am-going-to-be-kicked-out! Wow... My dreams have finally come true ~_~ Seriously... I don't know why I can't play it @_@ I AM SOOOO DEAD T_T

I don't know wats with Mrs.H today... She was SOOOO MAD throughout the wholeeee dayyyyy! Everybody was so scared... She even yelled at the first violins... That's like the end of the world =o= I am going to fail my january exam...

Right now... I'm stressing over math homework and science lab report! I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT >_< ITS SOO HARD T_T

OMGOMGOMG What am I gonna do >_<

Ok.. I guess I should go back to working ;_;

P.S. This is a random stress reliever post @w@

Nyah~ Busy Busy...

This weekend... was pretty busy but ... I don't even have homework lmao xD I don't know why...

It's just that today, I went to accompany A to her community for the Ave Maria thing xD... But it turned out that we aren't in a church... we are actually in this lady of Guadeloupe party or something :S I was sooo lost and awkward cuz everyone else is speaking Spanish and I'm the only asian there @w@ It was kinda sad... >_<If only I'm learning Spanish... Wouldn't that be a nice learning opportunity? xP

Anyways... The student teacher dude came back o_o;; He was in Spain or something = =;; Wee~ Class is not as boring now xD

This weekend, Gakkun went to Shanghai~ He looked SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! :O I love his top >w< It's so smexi <3 AHH~ He's going to China next year to do his own live >.< I just wish I could go back and I "happen" to land in Shanghai lmao @_@;;

Christmas Concert!

Yay~ It's finally over ^__^

The last few days were CHAOTIC! >__< I haven't practiced piano for 5 days now... Wow... It's just that on monday, I had rehearsal until 6:00; tuesday until 5:00; wednesday I stayed at skl (yay ada's house <3 !! AHAH~ Wii boxing was funnnn xDDD I can't believe she actually beat me to it xP); thursday I stayed at ada's house (thx for ur food ada xP) and today... I'm just too tired... and I didn't feel like practicing after my art lesson @_@;;

So a little recap on this week... @_@;; I was kinda screwed for my viola lesson... I did not practice at all... and I forgot to bring money... AGAIN! >_< AND my nails are so loonggg =o= She wasn't really happy >w<

Soooo tired....

Me gonna go play ff7 now xD

*Sobs*...

The world is so unfair T___T

Today... I saw this girl's blog... and OMFG... She's like one of the backup dancers for that night's performance... And she took pictures with every single star... including Gackt-san and my dear You-kun T__T WHYYYYY WHYYYYYYYY I am... so... @#$&^(*&#@^(&#*^ I can't even explain this sourness and bitterness... It's just... ;[ I don't think she's even a fan... At least she doesn't know You-kun's name... She referred to him as "gackt's band member..." That's acceptable.. But no fangirl would call him that... HIS NAME IS YOUUUU!!! DAMN IT

SIGHHHHH~~~~~~~ Gakkun is coming to Shanghai to walk the red carpet... OMFG WHY DOES HE HAVE TO GO TO CHINA!!!! AGAIN! OMG WATS WITH CANADA THIS GODDAMN BORING COUNTRY!  #&$^(*&^%(&^

There's no way... no chance... of me seeing him... ever... in my lifetime... Just once is good enough for me ;_;

Gaaah... I just feel so uncontrollable today... Well... I had a 7:20 morning rehearsal ~_~ I'm tired... EXHAUSTED... And tomorrow's the concert...

P.S. I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight T~T It's just so hard to be a true fangirl and buy all those gackt goods in CANADA...

It's December...

A bit late for this ne? xD It's the 2nd day of december already xP~

Oh man... Last month was CHAOTIC... A really bad month with a bad start >_< I don't even wanna reflect back... *sigh*

I wasn't in the mood for a lot of random blog posting xD

At least it ended pretty well with Gackt's performance in bejing >w< I'm looking forward in seeing all those videos that people took <3 I now have a lot of pictures of that night ^-^ I heard it was a really touching performance *_* Just by reading people's report on that night makes me feel the happiness ~~ Aww~ I wish I was there ;[ I'm never gonna be able to see him in my lifetime... SIGH~ O WELL~~~ T^T

He said he's coming to China next year!! I told my mom that I wanna go back to China next year... because I wanna see his concert xD and my mom totally went.. o.O w...t...f... @_@ and she was like "why... would you spend $2000 (plane tickets + concert tickets) just to see a concert??? that's so stupid!!!!" OUCH >_< I'll try to earn money... T_T OMG now I realized how much I hate Canada =o= He's never gonna come to Canada =_________= It's such a lameeee place... GEEZ! I wish we never moved to Canada =__=

OMG I WANNA WATCH CCTV3!!!! They are showing that performance on Monday night!! T_T But... I won't be able to watch it anyways... Cuz I'll be at school T_T Life's sooo not fair T_T

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