Back I go...

... to my dad's laptop =_=

Yup~ SOMEBODY took away my laptop again T_T When I found it again this morning, SOMEBODY ELSE took my HARD DRIVE OUT =o= Like OMG~ Do they HAVE to think of dumb methods like this??? GAWD~!!!! I'm sooooo pissed now =_=

But I guess I'm kinda immune to this ~(-_-)~
Since it happened so many times before =__=
Whatever~

I'm sure I'll get it back someday T^T

Anyways~
We got a new camera on Boxing Day~ It's really cool *w*
But since I don't have my laptop with me... I don't really feel like uploading pictures to my dad's @x@
Ok...
I'm running out of things to say... don't feel like typing anymore (the height of my dad's desk is so uncomfortable -_-)
I'm just gonna go back to watching Romantic Princess ;D

Today... I did something...

 

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I wrote a fan letter to Gackt *___* OMG it's like my first fan letter to ANYBODY O____O I'm soooo excited :DDDD I don't care if he replies or even reads it xD My letter was only 3 lines... I was just wishing him a merry christmas =D I'm gonna write another one on New Year :D

I planned all year for this moment... I've always wanted to write to him... except :S I don't know what to say and stuff... Well~ If he happens to read that, then he'll know there's one more person in this world that cares about him 8D

But if he does reply... OMG I'M GONNA DIEEEEE OF HAPPINESS @___@

My life would be full if I ever get to see him in real person 8DDD

P.S. Damn~~~ I have to wake up early tomorrow for some BOXING DAY shopping!!! ~.~

Almost Christmas xD

Woot~

It's almost Christmas <3

Damn... I was planning on writing a fan mail to Gakkun... I was waiting all year for this moment >.< But I guess... I'm a bit scared :SS Like I don't know what to say to him @_@;;

Ok..

I'm doing it now...

X__X

I don't know why I'm so scared......

*Sigh*

 

So Sick~~~~

This week I've been very bery sick x__x

It's cuz of that storm that hit Toronto last weekend... I went to p-mall with my friends to do christmas shopping... and it was FREEZING! My legs were NUMB... By the time I got home, I couldn't even breathe cuz my nose was stuffed T_T

As the days go by, I got sicker... Yesterday, on the way back from my piano lesson, I could just feel my head pounding and arrgh >_< I felt like fainting on the subway... So I took Aspirin... It's actually the first time that I got so sick that I had to take Aspirin to get rid of the feverish feeling X__X

Speaking of Christmas, I guess I was kinda disappointed when I gave presents to 8 people but I only got a chocolate and stationary (<3 you guys forever for giving me those ^_^)~ At least at art lesson, SOMEBODY gave me really nice gift (^_^ THANK YOU!!! I LOVE IT)~ And Teacher gave me a teddy bear >w<~ It was so cuteeeeee~ But yea... Call me greedy... But I just felt disappointed cuz I went that far just to get a present for them IN THE COLD with -30 DEGREES CELCIUS with the WORST STORM in A DECADE IN TORONTO HAPPENING >x< Which I got really sick afterwards... I really do feel like an idiot... Sigh~ They'll make it up for my birthday... HOPEFULLY =__=

What great friends I have =3=

Wow... It's been a while...

... since I went on my blog @_@;;

I guess I was busy xP

Well... *ahem* = =;;

Last Saturday I went to P mall with the non-asians (not being racist)~ It's actually the first time that I went with all non-asian friends~ I spent so much money there... Well... Christmas present shopping... = =^ The thing is that after all that time and money consumed in buying presents, I'm not even sure if some of those people that I'm giving presents to are gonna give me a present back... T_T I want presentsssssss (I know it's the SEASON of giving... but STILL =o=)

Holy crap~ Yesterday my mom locked me out just because I was 20 minutes late coming back from the library with Em. I was surprisingly calm (because she said she would do that if I was late... I was prepared @_@;;) So I walked around the neighbourhood... I was REALLY calm... Just kept on walking... After I end up in front of my house, I saw my dad (he totally ruined the mood @($*#)(*#@&) So I had to go home >_> And blah blah blah came the lectures... DAMN~ I walked for like almost an hour outside... in the melting snow T_T

P.S. OMG A.C. got a PSP!!! But she's not allowed to open it before Christmas >.<

Self Defence!

Was quite fun xD

Today was the last day and it's day where the guy actually attacks you xD

I was sooo scared at first >_< But in the end, it was quite fun~

So... I was just standing there and the guy suddenly grabs me from the back LOL I was screaming and kicking xDD And then when I was turning around, he was squeezing so hard >_< Then something happened in between and I ended up on the ground @_@;; It was so hard to get him off >_< I was struggling and punching randomly =o= But finally I got him off... It was so tiring T_T CUZ HE'S A GUY and he's sitting on top of me and @)(*$&)#*@&#)(* AAAAAH x_x;; I WAS EXHAUSTED by the time we got to strings... Sigh~ Now that I think about it, it's actually quite fun LOL~

说真的... 看着别的人被他压在下面真的很像拍A片 Orz... Not that I know how it looks ROFL But yea... 感觉很怪........... LMAO

Anyways... Now I'm done my science lab and math assignment xD Life's not as stressful anymore <3 And besides, today's senior chamber/senior rehearsal went quite well (Mrs. H was in a good mood today x3).

One more week to go until CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS!! <3

Life is messed... ATM

OMGOMGOMG I'm soooo screwed... I CANNOT play those senior and senior chamber pieces >_< I-am-going-to-be-kicked-out! Wow... My dreams have finally come true ~_~ Seriously... I don't know why I can't play it @_@ I AM SOOOO DEAD T_T

I don't know wats with Mrs.H today... She was SOOOO MAD throughout the wholeeee dayyyyy! Everybody was so scared... She even yelled at the first violins... That's like the end of the world =o= I am going to fail my january exam...

Right now... I'm stressing over math homework and science lab report! I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT >_< ITS SOO HARD T_T

OMGOMGOMG What am I gonna do >_<

Ok.. I guess I should go back to working ;_;

P.S. This is a random stress reliever post @w@

Nyah~ Busy Busy...

This weekend... was pretty busy but ... I don't even have homework lmao xD I don't know why...

It's just that today, I went to accompany A to her community for the Ave Maria thing xD... But it turned out that we aren't in a church... we are actually in this lady of Guadeloupe party or something :S I was sooo lost and awkward cuz everyone else is speaking Spanish and I'm the only asian there @w@ It was kinda sad... >_<If only I'm learning Spanish... Wouldn't that be a nice learning opportunity? xP

Anyways... The student teacher dude came back o_o;; He was in Spain or something = =;; Wee~ Class is not as boring now xD

This weekend, Gakkun went to Shanghai~ He looked SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! :O I love his top >w< It's so smexi <3 AHH~ He's going to China next year to do his own live >.< I just wish I could go back and I "happen" to land in Shanghai lmao @_@;;

Christmas Concert!

Yay~ It's finally over ^__^

The last few days were CHAOTIC! >__< I haven't practiced piano for 5 days now... Wow... It's just that on monday, I had rehearsal until 6:00; tuesday until 5:00; wednesday I stayed at skl (yay ada's house <3 !! AHAH~ Wii boxing was funnnn xDDD I can't believe she actually beat me to it xP); thursday I stayed at ada's house (thx for ur food ada xP) and today... I'm just too tired... and I didn't feel like practicing after my art lesson @_@;;

So a little recap on this week... @_@;; I was kinda screwed for my viola lesson... I did not practice at all... and I forgot to bring money... AGAIN! >_< AND my nails are so loonggg =o= She wasn't really happy >w<

Soooo tired....

Me gonna go play ff7 now xD

*Sobs*...

The world is so unfair T___T

Today... I saw this girl's blog... and OMFG... She's like one of the backup dancers for that night's performance... And she took pictures with every single star... including Gackt-san and my dear You-kun T__T WHYYYYY WHYYYYYYYY I am... so... @#$&^(*&#@^(&#*^ I can't even explain this sourness and bitterness... It's just... ;[ I don't think she's even a fan... At least she doesn't know You-kun's name... She referred to him as "gackt's band member..." That's acceptable.. But no fangirl would call him that... HIS NAME IS YOUUUU!!! DAMN IT

SIGHHHHH~~~~~~~ Gakkun is coming to Shanghai to walk the red carpet... OMFG WHY DOES HE HAVE TO GO TO CHINA!!!! AGAIN! OMG WATS WITH CANADA THIS GODDAMN BORING COUNTRY!  #&$^(*&^%(&^

There's no way... no chance... of me seeing him... ever... in my lifetime... Just once is good enough for me ;_;

Gaaah... I just feel so uncontrollable today... Well... I had a 7:20 morning rehearsal ~_~ I'm tired... EXHAUSTED... And tomorrow's the concert...

P.S. I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight T~T It's just so hard to be a true fangirl and buy all those gackt goods in CANADA...

It's December...

A bit late for this ne? xD It's the 2nd day of december already xP~

Oh man... Last month was CHAOTIC... A really bad month with a bad start >_< I don't even wanna reflect back... *sigh*

I wasn't in the mood for a lot of random blog posting xD

At least it ended pretty well with Gackt's performance in bejing >w< I'm looking forward in seeing all those videos that people took <3 I now have a lot of pictures of that night ^-^ I heard it was a really touching performance *_* Just by reading people's report on that night makes me feel the happiness ~~ Aww~ I wish I was there ;[ I'm never gonna be able to see him in my lifetime... SIGH~ O WELL~~~ T^T

He said he's coming to China next year!! I told my mom that I wanna go back to China next year... because I wanna see his concert xD and my mom totally went.. o.O w...t...f... @_@ and she was like "why... would you spend $2000 (plane tickets + concert tickets) just to see a concert??? that's so stupid!!!!" OUCH >_< I'll try to earn money... T_T OMG now I realized how much I hate Canada =o= He's never gonna come to Canada =_________= It's such a lameeee place... GEEZ! I wish we never moved to Canada =__=

OMG I WANNA WATCH CCTV3!!!! They are showing that performance on Monday night!! T_T But... I won't be able to watch it anyways... Cuz I'll be at school T_T Life's sooo not fair T_T

#)$*_@(#*_%(*$$(*&#)(*&@

心情很差

@#(&)%(*&)(!*&)@*($%

心情真的非常的糟糕 = =^ TMD 我很像大叫一声 >.<

数学考试........ 我怎么是这么的蠢？？？ 啊！！！！！！！ 我要疯了 T___T

唯一让我开心的就是~~~ 魔王殿下已经到了北京！！！！ 永远爱殿下！ <3

I seriously have no life @_@

Underwater

I feel underwater for the past few days... I just want to close my eyes and not think about anything and just sleep @_@

Now when I think about what had happened that day, I feel stupid because I was crying so hard >_< Gah~ This is just the way I am... I cry for other people >_<

I don't feel good for the past few days @_@ and NO~ It's not because of the "traumatizing" that happened on saturday that left a scar on my heart and amg I'm gonna turn emo xD It's more of a stress and anxiety from everyday stuff x_x

I just don't feel like writing stuff on my blog... @_@;;

P.S. I'm getting my braces off in 3 months ^-^ But there's gonna be another year of retainers T_T SIGH~

P.P.S. I AM NOT TURNING EMO @)$(*%&)(*@&)(*#&

Horrible... Bloody Horrible

Today... I experienced something so horrible... so bloody... so scary... that I don't even wanna talk about it on here... I don't want unwanted questions popping up... Because I hate thinking back about what had happened...

Let's just say... I cried for a long time after it happened and almost cried on the subway on my way home...

So please... Whoever's reading this... DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT! I DON'T EVEN WANT TO REMEMBER IT!

My bows are jinxed @w@

All my bows are jinxed... All those bows I've used are broken, or something bad happened to it T__T The bow I have now is my fourth one in my short 3 years of viola playing... As you all heard... I screwed up another bow today @w@

Well... It was raining pretty hard this morning and I didn't bring an umbrella (I HATE umbrellas! Yea... It's just another one of my weird habits...) Then my case got pretty wet. Somehow, the water went inside the case and dripped onto the side of my fingerboard. Then the paint from there started to drip... And it went on my bow hair O___O So you just see this blob of black paint upon my pure white bow hair x_____x

I DONT KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED! I've had worse times where I had to carry my viola case in the rain but nothing of this sort happened >__< Like o__O HOW THE HELL DID THE WATER GET IN??????? And HOW THE HELL DID IT DRIP ON MY BOW????

Mrs. H didn't get mad at me... (She's probably mad but she didn't scream or yell at me T_T But it made me feel worse... Cuz she had to take it to Heinls and get it rehaired @o@) OMG OMG I feel sooooooooo bad right now T______T I swear... I can never face her again T_T (Well... xD I kinda have to face her everyday rofl)

Today was a pretty awful day...

And just then, my mom went out to the mall to get something and the mall is doing constructions on the door. But she didn't know that they added another layer of door... She thought there was only one glass door. I guess she was in a hurry. So she SLAMMED into the second door and her nose started to bleed soooo bad... Her nose is SWOLLEN at this time... I'm just like O__O;; OMG? HOW CAN U SLAM A GLASS DOOR THAT HARD AND MAKE UR NOSE SWOLLEN???? LIKE WTH... Weird things happen... Ok... =__= I just wanna LAUGH... But I feel bad for her >__< SERIOUSLY... = =^

My Cousin is a Meanie ;[

Haven't talked to him in a few years... Yesterday, my mom called them and he gave me his QQ number

I wasn't gonna use QQ xD (I used to have a few of them... But I forgot the pass and everything @w@... So I had to make a new one)

Anyways~ I added him and it's so fun talking to him again xD Did I mention that he plays the viola too? (@__@ But hes like sooo much more advanced than me... Cuz hes like lvl 10 violin... and lvl 10 violin is like more advanced than ARCT in canada xD)

He's still mean to me xD But he's still my favourite cousin lolol

Haha~ Some things never change xP

P.S. I swear his gf looks like my aunt........... O__O;; WAKAKAKA I saw him kissing his gf in his pic album xD He got mad at me and locked up his photos @__@ GEEZ!!!

P-MALL <3

买了I went to p mall with S.C., R, and Syl today xP Haha~ It's the most productive trip yet for me @w@ I actually bought USEFUL things instead of posters or other random stuff.................... I bought myself a FAKE monokuro boo wallet LMAO xD But I really like it... Instead of black and white piggys, its got white bunny with a black bear~ But it's really cute =D I also bought my japanese textbook (FINALLY! after a year... Yea... LITERALLY... A YEAR xD) aargh... I had only 5 bucks left afterwards T_T I WAS GONNA GET THAT SEXI SEPHIROTH NECKLACE ;[[[[[[[[[[[[ But I didn't have enough money >____<

Haha~ I bought McDonalds xD But I didn't buy the burgers... I bought the McFlurry :P I swear... I haven't had those in like 5 years O_O Gaaah... I'm gonna get so fat now....

买了一个秤。。。。。。。。。。。。 从下个礼拜开始。。。 就是我的

减--肥--计--划--！！！！！！！

This time I'M SERIOUS!!! I shall accomplish this goal xP The lolita dresses will help me in chasing this goal (LMAO!) 因为我想什么时候回国然后买一套~ 但是胖乎乎的穿得不好看~~ 5555555 T_T

P.S. Haha~ Why am I writing on my blog now? xD I should be doing my japanese homework >_< Damn~ My mom lost my homework... So now I have to write out everything on hand T_T

I THINK she lost it... But I couldn't possibly think of other ways that I might've dropped it >___< It's cuz she used my bag last time............. HMMMMM @_____@

OMG A FKN STALKER!

So many strange things happened today............. Orz....

The sectional was cancelled for some reason. So I went home early with Em and S.C. But OMFG on the Sheppard subway, THERE WAS A STALKER TAKING PICS OF GIRLS LIKE OMG FUCK OFF >___<

It was so creepy... We were just standing there waiting for the train and that perverted piece of shit was just standing there and staring at us O__O AND HE WAS TRYING TO TAKE PICS UNDER OUR KILTS (well I wasn't wearing one) >_< And throughout the whole train ride, he was just staring at our direction O___O;;

When we got off, he just started taking pics of other girls........ And he took another pic of S.C.'s kilt before he left... (= = 我的身材是安全的~ ）IT WAS SO OBVIOUS and SOO CREEPY and SOOO SCARY TT__TT

THIS GUY... NEEDS TO GET LAID >xO

OMG I'm so scared now... T_T

P.S. OMG MY MP4 IS SCREWED UP!!!!!!! T___T MY GACKT SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *OMG TODAY IS SUCH A BAAD DAY* ;_;

AAAH! Sectional tomorrow >_<

Ok... It's a "help" not a "punishment"

=_+

WoWoW~

That made me feel so much better >_<

Gaah

I was gonna write something really interesting for todays... But it's kinda late and I have a volleyball test tomorrow (LIKE WTF!!! WHY DO WE NEED TO KNOW THIS STUFF?????????)

I'm so dead.... FRIGGING VOLLEYBALL RULES!!!!!!!!

@)($*&$)(#*#@&)(*&

OK.. I shall study in here... x_x

- 6 players, 12 player (including sub) max

-must be inside court when serving

OK SCREW THIS TT____________TT

Darn those little babies >_<

我靠！
今天我老妈竟然让我逃学来带这些小P孩们............ 不过是因为她真的有事要出去........
我真的是。。。。。。。。。。。。。要昏了。。。。。。。。。
TMD 那2个小恶魔。。。。。。。。。 快把我累死了。。。。。。。。。
我只好把她们放在我的床上，让她们自己去爬。。。。。。。。。
我可怜的床哇 T______T 我今天晚上都不敢睡上面了。。。。。 我敢保证她们的哈喇子流了我一床的。。。。。。。。。*晕死*
@w@
希望以后再也不会发生这样的事情。。。。。。。
Orz..................

Omg yesterday I received a message from Youtube saying that somebody replied to my comment on this video... I opened it, and some fucktard was like "this is not suppose to be cute, it's suppose to be funny" *like wtf thats so fkn stupid o_O* So... I can't comment on something that's cute? That's really dumb... She's (IF she even has a gender) such a fucking whore. To her comment, I replied something like... =__=^ it's my own opinion that it's funny
And then the bitch's like "fuck ur mother"
=__= I'm just like... wtf...
Ok... I have to think of something offensive and make a point that she's a dumb whore =__=;;
*goes back to Youtube* xD

Nightmare ;_;

Last night... I had the most bloody nightmare ever T_T I felt so real and there's no escape of the horror... There was so many blood and I was given to chance to kill somebody... But I just couldn't do it. *Shows that I still have some sense =o=*

I couldn't remember the rest of it. But I remember during the middle of it, I had to go up some stairs but it was dark all over... I was so cold and scared. Then finally, I got up to that room and there were people with me. Then I don't remember what happened. The red room... was the scariest part of my dream T_T Somehow, I was trapped in this room that's been painted all over in red. It's either that or the lights are red. I was in it with a few other people. And there was a body in the box that's in the room. I had a feeling that the body is someone that I love. But the thing is that now I think about it, I don't recognize him from anywhere (Yes, I'm sure it was a he). Whenever I look at him, I just felt this surge of sadness and I would start to cry.

Now comes the most bizarre part of my dream. Apparently, we've (me and other people... I had a feeling they are my friends but I don't know which ones) been in this red room for a long time and we are hungry. Then my friends started to take out the body in the room and they started to eat it O__O I was crying and shaking and screaming that I wouldn't eat it (because apparently, it belongs to someone I love =__=;;).

*forgot what happened next*

Then I remember there's other man and he's in pain. And all I know is that now is the time for me to kill him. I don't know what was I thinking (well.. DUH! It's a dream). I think I killed him or somebody else did...

*another gap in memory*

The red room returned to a white room. Everything is white and peaceful (or back to normal... Whatever the "normal" means... I just knew in my dream that it's all over and back to normal now). Then there's the body of the old man that I *felt* I killed.

Then I woke up *because I HAD to go to the washroom... Or else my tummy's gonna explode >_<)

This was the bloodiest dream I've ever had... There was never another dream that I had where I've seen a corpse or felt like killing someone @_____@

Dream is a fascinating thing~ Ne?

Ah the PAINNNN >_<

T_T I'm injured all over from gym class >_<

Today, we were playing volleyball and using the Bump technique... I kinda missed the ball on the part it's suppose to be and used one of my knuckles... It hurt for only like a few seconds then it's nothing... But omg after gym class and in strings... I saw this HUGE blue spot on my knuckle ;___; That was when I realized I probably got it from the volleyball xD

T__T Poor me, my face nearly got destroyed by Emily... She threw the ball on my face like WTF O___O x__________x

WAAAHHHH~

交友不慎哇~~~~~~~~~~~

P.S. I got my report card today...........

The Last Day of Term 1 <3

I shall miss religion class >_<

We didn't do anything there xD All we ever did was talk about things... and we ALWAYS go off topic @w@

and OMG Mr. A said FUCK today LOLOLOLOL~

He swears a lot xD

But I like him better than a lot of teacher ;D (even though he's a hard marker >_<)

But...WoohoO~ I got 92 for religion xD

That's pretty good...

*___* I'm such a nerd.... I got 99 for math ROFL LMAO

My marks:

Religion: 92

Strings: unknown... probably somewhere in the 80s T_T (the teacher hates me </3)

Science: 94%

Math: 99%

I DON'T wanna know my strings mark!

Tragedy at Opera Atelier... = =^

Yesterday, we went to the opera atelier workshop... and MY HEAD GOT PUNCHED BY M. FOE! @$(*&$)(*&!)(*&@*(*#

@____@

I was sitting on the table. And then M was being stupid and was snapping his fingers in front of my face. And then I wanted to get off the table. So I leaned forward, the same time as M's fingers were coming close to my face for another snap... =__= and BOOM~ He punched my forehead >__<

But... OMG I WAS ROLLING ON THE FLOOR WITH LAUGHTER!!! I dunno why... it was really funny >__< BUT IT HURT!

and Today, whenever I press that part... It HURTS T___T

WAAAHHH~ M.FOEEE!!! IM GONNA GET U FOR THIS!!!

P.S. I blacked out S.C's face... Just in case she gets mad at me for putting her pic up xP

Mood -> Down

I haven't been writing much these days......

Friday ... was the worst day of my life... It's partly my own fault *sigh* 4 bad things happened one after another... And I believe 2 of them are linked together *sigh~~~~~*

Well... in strings... I didn't practice the 5th movement of the senior piece... Well... It's more like I didn't practice that line. So we were practicing in the practice room and H came and heard me play that part... Obviously... It was hoRRIBLE... I don't even know what notes they are. So she told me to practice somewhere else and I shouldn't be practicing with them if I don't know the notes though. So I went out to the stairwell going up to the pit, 然后我哭了... 我不知道为什么...... 我很委屈...... 但是我知道我只能怪我自己...... 当然我已经很努力的没有在她们面前哭. 特别是让我这样的那个人. 我很努力了...... 我不喜欢她的语气...... 我也有我的自尊...... 当然作为一个老师，她必须要这样跟我说..... 可是.................... STRINGS 里，我真的超怕. 为什么就不能让我在简单一点的组...... 我好累~

她的话真的可以控制我耶~ 上次表扬了我... 乐了我几个星期... (Orz) 这次... 哎........~~~

Worst day of my life... I'm not gonna do the other bad things... T_T Or else I might cry in front of my laptop and my dads like in the other room.... yeaaaaa....

I can never face her again... She probably doesn't trust me anymore in terms of practicing T_T

O well... If I ever had the chance... I would switch art areas... Strings is too tiring T_T I swear, one day, I'm gonna go emo cuz of strings @w@

Ahh~ Open House~

It was good ^_^b

But... I thought the call time was 6:45... It was actually 5:45!!!! I came late... ALMOST AN HOUR LATE.... T___T It's cuz SOMEBODY told me it was 6:45... Good thing she didn't get mad at me =o=

I'm sooo tired now... I took the subway home @___@

P.S. S.C. took pictures today xP~ I'm gonna ask her to send it to me ~ I really like those pictures xP

This Week is Gonna Get Worse...

This week didn't start so great ;[

On monday, there was the religion exam, and then strings test that I didn't know I was suppose to do (but I think I did okay), viola lesson, didn't do my homework for science but I ended up doing it in class and she changed the "N" to a "G" or "E", fell asleep in math class which resulted in some REALLY bad notes >__<

Let's see... Today was the continuation of the religion exam, had a horrible rehearsal, and didn't do my math homework xD

Ok... THREE rehearsals IN A ROW this week and I don't even get a chance to go home before 10 at night since it's the open house @___@~

Waaah T_T

I CANT PLAY THE FRIGGIN SENIOR PIECE X________X

Today in rehearsal, I GOT SOOO LOST... OMG IT WAS HORRIBLE TT________________TT

I just wanna crawl under a rock T____T

SAVEEE MEEEEEEEEE

OMG GACKT IS PERFORMING IN CHINA!

OMGOMGOMG HE IS GOING TO THE 日中国交正常化３５周年を记念コンサート on november 29th!!!!

OMGOMGOMG I WONT BE ABLE TO WATCH IT!!!

and BE THERE!

TT_________________________________TT

Someone buy me plane tickets please T__T

Or at least order the chinese channels for me T____T

If that show ever comes up on the mandarin news on saturday on Omni2 and they mention GACKT IM SERIOUSLY GONNA SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

and I'll let my parents meet gackt *on TV*

xDDD

BUT THIS IS SO EXCITING!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

*AHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY*

T___T too bad I dont have the chinese channels.................... BOOHOOOOOOOO T___T IM SO SAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDD

its not fair >___<

Studying for Religion...

Not really actually xD
As you can tell from the picture on the left ;3
AHAHA~ Doesn't he look as sexy as hell? =w= I'm so in love with him LMAO
Some people commented that he looks like a geo teacher in here~ aaah~ I wish he was my geo teacher... *BWAHAHAHAHA* *EVIL THOUGHTS FORMING*
;D
I'll kidnap him to my basement (and ... SMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSMSM)
:X I DiDN'T say that~~~~~~~ xD
BWAHAHAH
*ahem*
I'm sorry if I'm a little high now xD
It's the stress :0~
Yup~ The stress of religion exam, senior/senior chamber rehearsals, science test, open house, RELIGION PROJECT... and a bunch of other things TT__TT
Now I really need someone to throw something at me (perferably a globe, the person throwing is preferably THAT guy in the pic ^__,^)
OKAY! Back to studying =o=

So Busy yet Nothing to do....

On P.A. Day, I was playing SDO the whole day xD ROFL I have no life~

TT__TT and i lost my SDO first kiss (LMAO I have no life~)

But yea =___= I got dragged into the couples mode and in the end, we won, and during picture taking time, the ppl automatically started to kiss... IM LIKE WTF I DONT EVEN KNOW U =___+ But watever it's only a game xD

I just finished watching NANA 2 on TV~ It was kinda sad >__< I wanted to cry a bit but... my mom's like watching it with me... so yea... there are awkward moments in the movie........... *ahem* but good thing she went away to somewhere else xD

THEY CHANGED HACHI'S ACTRESS!!!! The new girl's not as cute or as pretty as the one from NANA 1 ;___; and THEY CHANGED THE BLACKSTONE BASSIST TOO!!!! LIKE OMGOMGOMG I WANT THE OLD ONE!!! HE looks SOOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER! >:U (I liked him cuz he reminds me of YOU-KUN! xD) but this new guy... he looks like a little kid >__<

I actually like the TRAPNEST bassist dude (the one that got Hachi pregnant)~ I thought he was such a son-of-bitch when he just ignores Hachi for a while... but afterwards, there's just SOMETHING about him that makes me like him xD (Bwahaha~) I feel sorry for the other guy though TT__TT POOR HIM~ It took him such a long time to confess................. BUT SHE DIDNT CHOOSE HIM T___T~ BOO~ Hachi would be happier with the other guy though........ (GOD! I can't remember these ppl's names @__@)

Anyways~ it's a good movie <3

WOOH~ P.A. Day Tomorrow

<3 no more said~

good night <3

Need more SLEEP!!!!

Something's wrong with me =___=~ I'm so tired these days TT__TT~ Like I could fall asleep while standing up (AHAHA ROFL) ~ gaaah~ and obviously, Science class was TORTURE! cuz I just couldn't focus... My eyelids were really heavy during science class ;____; I COULDN'T OPEN THEM T____T~

I need to sleep earlier nowadays... I've been going to bed at 12 lately... THIS IS NOT GOOD >___<~ 12 is like for weekends.... =SSS

Anyways... My mom was pissed at me last night... for the usual stuff =___=~ She took my laptop away (as usual) and then I got it back (as usual)

So now we are like under an agreement........ I have to do 5 pages of (FKN) math... After that, I can do whatever I want on the computer (which means NO CHATTING, NO MSN, NO GAMING) (like wtf... What's the point then?) =___=

lalalalala~ <3 It's sleepy time (after I'm done patching SDO) xD

Waaah~ Messed up...

T___T I kinda messed up my strings test................... Well..... Maybe it's cuz that's actually how I sound like.... =___= and I was hoping I sounded a little better =o= I'm so bad at viola *go cries in a corner*   At least I get to miss Intermediate today..................................................................... But Senior tomorrow =__= GAAH $)(%*)$(*)#_@ I wanna be in a normal highschool T___T

ROFL we played MASH in math today xD I haven't played that game in FIVE years!!!! IT WAS HILARIOUS xDDDDD But I didn't get Gackt T___T~

I got -> "I'm married to MT (WHOS IDENTITY SHALL NOT BE REVEALED!!! ZOMG) with 48 children, lives in a shack and drives a car" 

See... MASH is FUN but... if you can take the results~~

*;[ and I was really hoping for a Gackt one*

Anyways~

My mood swings a lot these days =___=~ So frustrated sometimes, so hyper other times, so down and emo in another time, and so ... err... a mix of everything x___x

I gotta control myself =__,=

P.S. Oooh~ I really should start doing up a plot for my onion story xD

Getting the hang of it...

超级舞者~ LMAO xD

It's pretty much DDR online

But right now.. It's getting harder :X

I'm lvl 5 and I can't play lvl 5 songs >__<~ The most I can do is a slow lvl 4 song ;__; I think it's mainly because I'm using 1 hand to play instead of 2.......... But two hands are just too confusing! Good thing I have piano hands... At least I have that advantage over some other ppl xP

So... I'm gonna start practicing the 2 hand... It shouldn't be hard~ *Weee~ piano fingers ftw <3*

-ZOMG everyone's soooo good in there x_____x ~ When they reach the maximum lvl, they should consider start playing the piano xD-

Exhausted....

I'm so glad I got to miss the Strings test on Friday ^___^

I got to work on the senior chamber music ~~~ YAY =D

I have one more weekend to work on it................ But the thing is... On friday, I had to go shopping after art class for SOMEBODY's birthday... By the time I got home, it was too late to practice piano or viola T___T so... that's like a day wasted... And now, NANA is showing on TV (LIKE OMG THIS IS SOOO COOL~ they never show cool movies on TV... ESPECIALLY JAPANESE MOVIES *___*) Right now, it's like 9:16 pm ..... I don't think I can practice now... Maybe I will T__T... OK~ I'll do it during the next commercial

*commercial passed... and I was staring at the commercial* =__=^

ooH~ Another commercial.... xD

OK... I guess I'm off to practice then xP

The Retreat :O

Was okay I guess xD

Gaaahhhh

I'm too tired to write anything =_=

Don't feel like writing on my blog =__=

That didn't go quite well...

My strings test =__= Well... 1/3 of it @___@

I was so nervous that I couldn't even play the first part in tune T___T How can I be sooooo stupid T______T ITS JUST FRIGGIN REPEATED NOTES AND I CANT EVEN PLAY THEM! OMG I FUCKING HATE MYSELF ~_______~

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AND THERS MORE ON THURSDAY!!!!

OMG I wanna kill myself

*emo mode*

On the bright side, tomorrow's the retreat ^__^V No class~ And I don't have to go back to school for Intermediate rehearsal <3

Arrrgh.. I don't feel like doing anything now =__=

I'm off to watch the second part of Jougen no tsuki while I download SDO China =__= (I don't feel like playing RO... So I'm just gonna play that for now... I wanna play audition buttt...... nehhhh~ Dont feel like it x___x)

Today's sentence:

毎朝７時に起きます。

STRINGS TEST!!!! X___X

OMGOMGOMG strings test tomorrow T___T I'm soooo scared................................................ GAAAWD~ I don't wanna be in strings anymore!!! It's too much pressure ;[

I practiced for an hour after I got home from my piano lesson ;__; I was sooo tired... But I had to practice...... :X I hope I can pass tomorrow....

I'm so pissed at myself....... I didn't get any awards... =__= Well~ I kinda expected it to be like this... But still ~___~ When reality comes in, it's still.... a little shocking (?) I guess this year, I'll try harder T__T I tried really hard this year in math. So far, I've been getting 98% or 100%s. But it's still not enough @#$)(*$)%(*&#)(*$&#)(*$& LIKE OMFG HOW CAN U GET 99% average for math........ I'm just soo fkn annoyed with the whole world =___= This year.... I have to do better.... がんばってね～！

My balloon car went pretty well <3 It went 3 meters ON THE LAST TRIAL! I'm soo happy xD That means I get full marks for the distance ^____^ YAY~ Piggy car FTW~

I was just watching 上弦の月concert~ It's sooo good =D I think it's my favourite Gackt concert =w= (But I've only watched Diablos and some parts of 下弦の月 <--- IT WAS SOOO HOT *reference to the Fragrance part ;3) In 上弦の月, during the fragrance part, instead of making out with the mic stand, satan-sama's having a hawt (not really =__= it would be better if it was You-kun) touchy-feely session with one of the dancers xD~ Wee~ I'm only 10 minutes into the concert~ But I won't be able to finish it today ;__;

Today's sentence:

ピアーノの勉強は ４時から ５時まで です。

Balloon Car ALL DONE!

YAY~ I'm done my balloon car <3333333

I spent one night making it xDDD It works okay.... I'll just have to make sure it runs more than 3 meters =o= which... could be a problem... ;___;

AAARGH

My dad just suggested something but then it didn't work... =__= so now I'm having trouble putting it back T_____T GAAAH~

aaaw... I think my poor piggy car can only go 2 meters T___T

Oh well.. I passed in the distance part ;____;

GAAAH~ STRINGS TEST ON TUESDAY! SOOOO DEAD.....

P.S. WOOT! Jougen no Tsuki part 1 is doneeee and part 2 has 7% left!!!!! yayyyy~~~~

*note to self* BURN it to a DVD afterwards....... =o=

Today's sentence:

友達の誕生日は１０月１８日です。

So much work... X___X

This weekend... I'm soooooo dead T____T

I have to do my balloon car (which I DID NOT EVEN START!), do my math assignment, PRACTICE for STRINGS TEST (OMGOMGOMG I almost forgot about this ;___;) and do like a billion sheets of Japanese.

Today in Japanese class, we got like SOOO MANY SHEETS for homework T____T Since it's like a class of 3 levels, sensei just gives everyone worksheets according to their levels and explain some stuff............... Arrgh... I was a little confused throughout the class and omg Emily didn't come today =\ Don't know why... Any didn't come either... So it's just me and Maria... We are in different classes though =o=

This week for homework, we have to make a sentence in japanese each day. So today, my sentence is gonna be:

今日は寒いです。

Yay for nooby japanese sentence making <3

I can never stay mad =o=

So today, I went up to Emily and I was like "我废了你!" ~ Except...... I CANNOT do it without laughing out loud xDDD I was giggling like crazy~   So throughout the whole morning... I could not stop giggling ;____; The result I got was...   from her =___=

Everybody went to Stratford... Except me and a few others xD I don't see the point of going to Stratford... I mean... =___= ITS A WASTE OF MONEY.. TO ME =o= It's for a friggin play called "to kill a mocking bird" ... like wth.. I'd rather spend $55 on Gackt merchandises, clothes, or food. I'm not saying that it's a bad play. (I'm pretty sure it's an excellent production... It's just that... PLAYS? NOT my type xD I'm gonna fall asleep in there ) I was soooooooooooooooooooo boreeddd throughout the whole day T_T~ (we watched a documentary about the great white shark in science xD it was cool actually.... a bit bloody and disgusting... but still pretty cool xP)

OMG I think I'm getting better at art xP~ I'm done my metallic looking bottle and its cap~~~ and it's looking good :P

One day, I'm gonna scan all of my drawings and make a timeline that shows my improvements over time <3

P.S. 上弦の月concert part 1 is 29.5%! part 2 is 9.9%! it's stilll a loooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg way to go before I can watch it T___T (the problem is that nobody's downloading them at this time because it's from quite a while ago.......) ;__;

 

Moving and Settling in~

To my laptop of course xD~

I'm gonna make it very bery personalized :3~ 

Now I'm just looking for those RO cursors that I had before... And then I have to install photoshop, a bunch of softwares, and most importantly, EMULE, so I can download my Jougen no Tsuki concert T___T

OMG Last time, I spent like a few days downloading that concert and I just didn't have time to watch it..... IT WAS IN SUCH GOOD QUALITY!!!! OMG I should've watched it the moment I downloaded it..... T_______T Grrrrrr ;____;

I'm in such a good mood today xD I don't know why... Last year, my days were spent holding a grudge against the whole world and this year I'm just like "WOOOHOOO~ It's another new day : >" and yeaaaa =__= (I'm okay..)

Yesterday it rained so hard when I got home from Emily's house..... I WAS DRENCHED! T______T

I've never been this drenched... I wore a THICK sweater and under that, I have a shirt, and another tank top under it...... But by the time I got home, my tanktop was soaking wet... The rain seeped through my sweater and my shirt... I was shivering with the cold T____T That was HORRIBLE!!!!!

GAWD~ I went to her house and got drenched in the rain and today SHE FRIGGIN DITCHED ME AFTER SKL!!!! She told me to wait in the art room but when my rehearsal was over, her teacher was like ... "Emily left...." I'm just like....... !!!!!" *CRRRRIIIIESSSSS*

she ditched meeee~ how could sheee DDDDD:

TOMORROW

IM GONNA KEEELLLL HER :O *if only I'm able to*

P.S. This windows live writer thing is so much more convenient than the original blogger thing xP

WHERE IS MY GACKTT??

omg I can't find THE GREATEST FILMOGRAPHY 1999~2006 anywhere T___T
啊~~~~ 我美丽的魔王殿下~~~~~
*FANGIRL SCREAMS*

I went to Sunrise in Sheppard Centre and HMV in Fairview T___T

WAAAHHH~

OK..

Next stop --> P-MALL

;____;
DAMN U GACKTTTTT T_______T


Speaking of gackt-sama~

Yesterday I went randomly on this forum and I was reading this post called "Gackt is ugly" (obviously you can imagine that my heart was like broken into pieces T^T *haha not that serious*)

and then somebody was like "I wonder what will happen if they made Gackt dolls instead of Barbie dolls...."

in which someone else replied... "OH GOD NO~ I don't even wanna know what those crazy fangirls would do to the dolls..."


*AHEM*
xD
*YY中~~~~~~ 啊哈哈哈~~~~*

=__= why do I have 2 posts today?
it's because the other one counts as yesterdays xD

and.... I HAVE NO LIFE~ WOOHOO ;3

YAY LAPTOP <3

OMG IM SO EXCITED!!! I HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK =DDDDDDDDD
My dad got me a new hard drive yesterday and its like twice the size of the other one xD
Now I have 100G! .. My old one was like only 60G
100G might sound small for SOME PPL (ZOMG those computer freaks) but it's pretty big for me xP
I'm so happpyyyyy
Ok..
=___=
Now I'm just waiting for it to update to Windows SP2... cuz I CANNOT install ANYTHING on this thing right ......... Because it has to be SP2.. The things that I'm talking about are MSN, WMP11, and IE 7.... =o=
For some reason, I can't install kRO =\
So I'm guessing it's cuz of the operating system..........
If not... then I guess I'll have to download it again T_____T
OK~
Now's the time to install my photoshop, start my gackt collection (all over T_T), customize my laptop like how I did before ^___^

OMG I GET TO PLAY ON OPEN HOUSE NIGHT OF OUR SCHOOL~~~ YAY~~~ Haha~ I just feel very honoured to do this :3
and weee~ I'm in senior chamber xD (o.O did I write about this already? LOL)
I'm still SEMI-obsessed with CHIZURU by The GazettE =D
but *ahem* SOMEBODY thinks I'm going emo just because of the heavy bass line for that song~
IT'S SOOO GOOD THOUGH T^T
Ok~ I'm putting it up in here =D
After GACKT's LAST SONG of course~ xP

Whoa Awkward....

OMG on saturday night, I was watching Shakespeare in Love while my mom was napping like on the table xD
And then... SHE HAD TO WAKE UP DURING THE PART WHERE THEY ARE DOING THE THING O_____O;;
OMG that was SOOOOO awkwarddddd :X
I'm justing there watching the scene and my mom was like "What are you doing?"
I'm just like... Um... It's Shakespeare in Love ... last year, my english teacher told us to watch it if we ever get the chance (which is KINDA true...... we DO have the poster of it in our classroom xD)
and OMG THEY TOOK SO LONG! And those two people were like... non-stop... zomg........... U KNOW HOW AWKWARD IT IS TO WATCH A SEX SCENE IN A MOVIE WITH UR MOM SITTING BESIDE YOU?????? (it was an OKAY movie... and NO =___= I didn't watch it for the sex scene =__=^)
But it was still soooooo awkward.... So I ended up trying to have a conversasion with my mom about the plot of the movie... .___.
that was ........ baadd memories x_______x
it's not like that I'll DO anything after that scene... and I swear my mom thinks I'm still a kid and don't know about stuff :X
AHEM *I know a lot of things* @___@;;

P.S. Hmmm~ I'm on the 9th chapter of Tsubasa xP 158 more to go xD
It's good :)
P.P.S. Ooooh~ I'm in love with gazettE's chizuru~ :3 It's so goooood =D I love people who sings with deep voices (=o= under gackt's influence) xD
I think I'm gonna start listening to gazettE's songs
man~ I'm becoming so J-rock-fied~
Before, I wouldn't even wanna listen to soft rock xD *I guess I'm astonished by the j-rock culture <3*

Balloon Car :O

Ok...

I really should be thinking about my balloon car now... Since It's due like... in a week D:
I THINK I have a design now... But the problem is making it... @___@ I'm just toooo lazy to make it...
I bet I'm gonna make my dad do all the work xD (and then my mom would yell at me for making my dad do it and waste HIS time and yell at MY DAD for listening to me =__=)
I'm gonna use a waterbottle and cut the bottom of it to make a propeller kind of thing. I'm not sure if it's gonna work though ;_; It's just a thought... It just MIGHT work...
Gaaah~ Now I have to look for my bag of balloons that I bought like 5 years ago for my birthday party xD
I think I have to get new balloons ................ The old ones just might... not work... or explode randomly since it's like... 5 years old xD

Hmmmm~ I really wanna get a "non-mainstream" (非主流) hair cut... Right now, I'm just researching about what kind of hairstyle is suited for me @__@
Cuz I have a round face x__x
*time to lose some weight* *cries* T____T

P.S. Check out those balloons xD I was googling a ballon images (cuz I couldn't find my balloons) and then I found this pic... It says they are FIREPROOF xDDD

Good Mood these days~

*w*
I don't know why~
I'm so hyper these days xD
*it must be the hormones* ROFL
I'm like super happy in the mornings and just... can't stop giggling/make weird and random jokes and say stupid things *___*
Bleh~
I'm just in a good mood because 老天目前对我还是不错的~~~ xP
I'm happy with all of my classes~
Nothing too stressful =D
and WOOOOOH~ I'm in senior chamber... That's like something that's TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE LIKE OMG *___*
ME??? SENIOR CHAMBER???? ME??? The GIRL WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PICK UP A VIOLA 2 YEARS AGO? WHOA~
TOO FAST for me to handle @____@
But I'm still happy...
It's gonna mean a lot of work though ;___;
BUT I CAN DO IT =O

I've been looking at the Japanese fashion style these days on BAIDU forum
It's pretty cool =P
But I think I still like the Korean clothes better :3
OMG I soooo wanna go to Japan one day~
Just to shop until I have no money left (not that I have much in the first place xP)
Their LV buildling is like 6 stories high and their armani store is 8 stories high~
AND THEIR DIOR BUILDING IS LIKE THE TALLEST DIOR STORE OR SOMETHING!!!!
THAT IS SOOOO COOL
LIKE OOOOMMMMMMGGGGGGG
It's like a shopping heaven for me
*DROOLS*
LOL

WEE~
I drew so fast today in art class xD
Today, I used only 1 class to do the basic outlines and I started to shade =P
It's pretty hard though T__T
Cuz this time we are drawing an aluminum cup... And so there's the HIGH light and all those reflections are like straight lines T___T
Soooo confusing~
But I like this better than the STUPID coffee whitening and the tissue box =___=

P.S. YAY LONG WEEKEND <3

浪漫哦~ =w=

"If I drop a tear in the ocean, the day I find it, is the day I stop loving
you."

"有一天你看不见了~ 我就当你的眼睛~~~~"

^ 据说这句话是某鸭对某萝卜说的~ 应该是因为某萝卜是近视~ =w=

然后再让我疯狂那句话是-------------------

"十三弟给的，我也能给。十三弟要的，我也要。"

这句话很可能是本人读书太入剧情了~ =____=

*正在收集更多的让偶感动的句子~*

*然后等着有一天某人会对我说~*

*继续白日梦ing~~~~~*

Cold~

*_* Gaaaahhhhhhh~ I can't breathe :XXXXXXXX
This nasty cold is getting worse everyday T___T
It started off as a sore spot in my throat, and then on the second day, it was gone :O
But on that day, my nose became stuffy
and then the day after that, my throat became itchy x__x
and today, I just wanna cough all day long x___x cuz whatever it is in my throat is sooooo uncomfortable... It feels so dryyy and so itchy ;____;
My stuffy nose just got worse....
I could NOT breathe at all for some time today....
Gaaah~
I was feeling all sick this morning but I had to go to school because my mom 's like... "You have to 磨练 yourself... See? When I was little.. I LOVED to go to school..........."
GOD~ 磨练 my ass =__= and go to hell :O
I was too scared to take medicines in the mornings because I'm gonna feel worse for the rest of the day
I remember once a few years ago during winter, I had a really bad cold... I went to school and I felt STONED... I couldn't focus and my head was just underwater... Plus, I was extremely dizzy and couldn't even stand up straight T____T
My house was like a 1 hour 30 minutes bus ride away from the school. So I had to ride the bus home...
I SWEAR my mom IS SOOOO MEAN!!!!!
She even made me go to school under that condition =______=
Like OMG...................
I hope I get better tomorrow... *even though I was kinda hoping that I would get worse tomorrow morning so I can skip school*... But then now that I think about it, it's not really worth it
It's not like that I had a major test or something xD
So yeaaa... The things I have to do at school, I have to do them sooner or later :S

P.S. YAY! I made it safely home from my dentist's new office xD
:X I hate the location though... Its so quiet and feels sooo.... isolated... Everywhere is so quiet and rarely anybody comes by
It's gonna be creepier when the sun sets earlier and I'm taking the bus home from there =o=

Lolitas eh?

Yesterday, I got bored... So I did some research on lolitas xD
I basically became interested in it because of you know... the gothic lolita style xP
It's really cute and pretty =P
Anyways~
O.O
Lolita is like the term used to describe "sexually, seductive young girls..."
*ahem*
oooookkkkaaayyy then.... >______>
I'll just ignore that xD
Basically it came from this book called Lolita which I've heard a lot of people mentioning it
It's about this guy (pretty old) who has fantasies about young girls or something xD
Pretty nasty ne?
I was planning on reading that book... But now that I read the summary... I'm just like.... :X ook.... I'll skip that :)

*RANTS TO EMILY* IM NOT OBSESSED WITH GOTHIC LOLITAS NOR AM I TURNING GOTHIC =___= (lmao~ like .... me... TURNING GOTHIC? AHAHAHAHAH that's never gonna happen xDDDDDD)
and AHEM :O it's got nothing to do with me obsessing over gackt =o=
and DONT U DRAG GACKT INTO THIS OOOOO:
----
Ok I'm done xD

P.S. Mana-sama's clothes are pretty xP

Wishlist...

Taaadaaa~

Behold~ the 2006 DRUG PARTY TOUR GOODS BAAAAAGGGGYYYYY

~___~ I WANT THIS DDDDDDDDD:

*tears**tears*

And that key chain is the CUTEST thing every =SSSSS

It's currently on sale on eBay u_u

I wanna buy this so bad but my parents won't let me... OBVIOUSLY~ I wouldn't even gonna bother asking them =o=

The consequences are worser if I asked...

Omg I want my own credit card so I can stuff without asking them~

Like~~~ I'm earning my own money now and everything... Even though the amount is REALLY LITTLE

I can still save up... Right? After paying for my piano lessons, I still have like $10 of allowances left *sigh*

This upcoming summer, I'm sooo getting a job x__x

I'm not gonna care what kind of job it is... and I don't care if I end up working in KFC or McDonalds and smelling those greasy fries :0

While I was looking for that, I also found those keychains on sale.... Grrr~ If only they sell them in Canada =____=

And a bunch more~ I think I saw one with YOU :O

=w= omgomgomg I WANT THEM ALLLLLLL~~~~~~

*goes off daydreaming and drooling*

Anyways~

Yesterday, Jap class was okay... But our class was made up of level 2, 3, and 4.......... It's soo cool listening to those higher level people talk *___*

Its like ~~~ OMG

日语狂飞哦 *_____*

ONE DAY~ I'm gonna be as good as them :]

Just watch me bwahahahahha =)

Finally Done...

THE FRIGGIN COFFEE WHITENING AND THE TISSUE BOX FOR ART CLASS!!! @)#(*&)$#%(*&)(*#&@
LIKE OMG
It took me like THREE classes to draw the friggin thing xD
It's like... 6 hours in total... *___* WoW~~~ I'M SO NOOBY xD
And it took EMILY LESS THAN AN HOUR to draw a REALLY GOOD PIC of GACKT =____=
With 6 hours, she could've drawn me like SIX GACKTS~~~~~
My coffee whitening is not even good and the background...
omg the FRIGGIN TABLE CLOTH! I HATE IT SOOOOO MUCH @)(*#&)(*%&)(@*&#)*(&
I JUST WANNA BURN ALL THE TABLE CLOTHS IN THE WHOLEEEE WORLDDDDDD :OOOOOOOOO
Yea..
My drawing sucked so much xD It's not funnnnyyy...
But at least I'm done
I didn't even bother taking it home~
But now that I think about it, I should take it home someday just to put it on my blog ROFL

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG JAPANESE CLASSES STARTING TMR!!! Don't ask me WHY I'm SOOOO EXCITED =OOOOOOOO
LMAO
I just am :)
peace~
xD

Nap Time!

MWAHAHAH I fell asleep in Science once again ~__~
I need more sleep... Like seriously T___T
I tried to sleep early but then I just lose track of time and stuff... =o=
The other thing is that OMG THE CHAIRS ARE WAAAY TOO COMFY IN THE LECTURE HALLS @____@
Making us go there for our classes is like ENCOURAGING the students to SLEEP IN CLASS =___=
The chairs are like soft and cushiony~
The lights are dim because we pretty much look at the projector everyday~ The level of brightness is like the ones you see in a bedroom ~__~

Yesterday, I had like a bunch of interesting things to say but for some reason friggin blogger doesnt work =__=
I couldn't even look at the comments left and stuff... ~__~
So I didn't write it...
But now~ I just can't remember what I was going to write xDDD
Ok~
This is like the 3rd post that I wrote about sleeping in Science =__=
Like OMG it IS that serious... I ALWAYS fall asleep... It's like the air has this sleeping drought and it just makes me wanna sleep... I have a feeling that Ms. A knows that I'm sleeping *cough*

OMG DAMN U GACKT (T_T even though I still love him soo much)~ It's so stuuuupppiiiiddddd~ You have to pay 1500 yen to get a password for the community site and it's not even the DEARS thing... LIKE OMG... I think it only lasts until the end of this year or something... =__= What a rip off @)#(*&)%(*&#)*&@ I just wish he would set up his fan club overseas sooner so I can waste money on him even though I KNOW it's a rip off................
~__+ A fangirl's gotta have a place to show off her fangirlness xD
*AHEM*

OMG GACKT COMMUNITY SITE *_*

It finally opened last night (EST) xD
But sadly it was like 11pm for me... So my mom chased me down the computer ~___~

I still end up sleeping at 11:30pm LIKE OMG I TRIED BUT THE SITE WAS SO INTERESTING ^_____^

So the result was that I fell asleep in science again T___T

THE CHAIRS WERE TOO COMFY T_T

and we were looking at the overhead againnnnn =__= with the dim light and the comfy auditorium chairs (with cushiony bottoms and the back)~ it's a great napping spot xD

Anyways~ back to my original topic xD

I was going to send him a fan mail... But I didn't know what to write and stuff~

Should I start off like

"Hi, Gakkun," *I don't think he likes to be called gakkun by strangers...

"Hi, Gackt-san," *too cheesy

"Dear Gackt-san," *wow goosebumps... Who does the "dear" thing anymoree???

Maybe I should just go

"WASUPPPPPP HOTTIE!"

@__@

*ahem*

*cough* *cough*

ROFL I wonder what his reactions would be like... o_____o

OMG that would be funny xD I'll just make up another name and a new email address and do that xD He might actually reply you knowww~ Cuz it's so different from everyone elses xDDDD

Next comes the stuff that I wanna say...

I was planning on just do the crazy fangirl style "OMG GACKT U R SO HAWT AND PLEASE TELL YUU THAT HES HAWT TOO!!!!!!"

xD

But nahhhhh~~~~ It's just one of my random fangirl thoughts... OBVIOUSLY I'm not really gonna do that xD ahahahahahhaha

That would be funny also if I wrote that

This is what my letter would turn out to be

"WASSSSUPPPP HOTTIE!

OMG GACKT U R SO HAWT AND ALSO TELL YUU THAT HES HAWT!

KISSES FROM UR CRAZY FANGIRL"

.__.

yeaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

These kind of stuff is only for my bloggg =__=

I'd rather go suicide than to send him that xD

T___T I wish I knew japanese well enough to read the stuff on his site T________T

Now I'm like reading it with a translator and YOU KNOW HOW THEY ALL SUCK SO MUCH *sigh*

P.S. xD jap class this saturday~~~ wooo~ *I'm actually excited* xD

Happy Happy ^_^

BWAHAHAHAHAHA
Ms. H finally said something encouraging to me today LMAO ROFL
That made my day xD
cuz... yeaaaa~ I suck at viola... So having her telling me "WELL DONE" is like... a praise said to me by the emperor *AHEM*
OMG I fell asleep in Science today...
My head was like TOTALLY bobbing UP and DOWN ~_____~
It's mainly because we are in the lecture halls and the seats are like soooo comfy and they are tilted back a little
We were also looking at the overhead with only the small lights turned on
So the whole atmosphere was warm and fuzzy and I was just like... O~~~~M~~~G~~~~ I can't open my eyessss ~_____~ and I think I closed my eyes from a few seconds before I realized that I should open them... Cuz the teacher's like talking with the overhead RIGHT in front of me.... I have a feeling that she KNOWS I'm sleeping and stuff... But I don't think so... Or else she would be like WAKE UP :0
That whole class was sooooo miserableee T___T
You know that feeling where you HAVE to sleep and you just CAN'T keep your eyes open any longer but you HAVE to keep them OPEN O____O
THAT WAS THE WORST FEELING !_!
I really should sleep earlier these days~
I'm EXHAUSTEDDDD
I don't even know what I've been doing these days... I'm just EXTREMELY tired ~_____~

Burppppp~~~ =D

x____x I ate so much yesterday...
Yesterday was my dad's birthday~
I brought home the KFC family bucket xD It was tooooooo much *___*
OMG I ate so much~~~~~~~~~ I couldn't even move afterwards =__=
And my stomach still feels full... like 20 hours later =o=
This weekend was probably spent in festivities~
It's basically because it's my dad's birthday and the Chinese Moon Festival is coming up ^_^ (yay mooncakes <3)
The thing is that my mom didn't expect me to bring home THAT MUCH KFC yesterday (I used the coupon .__. IT CAME with THAT MUCH @__@). So she made like a lot of food for yesterday......................... But yeaaa~ we didn't get to eat them =o=
My mom's so happy =P Because it's the first time ever that I bought them something with my own money xD
(T_T money that could be spent on my precious Gackt stuff... Sigh~ Oh well.... I guess it was worth it ~_~)
T____T my mom won't let me touch the mooncakes nowwwww DDDDDDD:
But I wanna eat them soooooooo bad T_____T
Ok... I'm off to finish the stupid science homework ~~

Interesting Art Class~

BWAHAHA~
Today's art class was so.... interesing xD
I guess it's cuz of this new guy xDDD
But he wasn't like drawing with us... He's like more advanced than us~ So he's like drawing something from the teacher's book
OMG me and Emily #2 were talking so much (like OMG that's so out of MY style xD I usually don't talk that much in art class~~)
I draw so slowwww
I miss the days when we were in the small room drawing basic shapes~ That room was so cosy and we can talk about stuff... =__= I feel more secure in there xP
I dont like this new place we are staying... It's like so open and when we sit there, we just look like a huge wall blocking the way to the pencil station (a table where they keep the pencils and where that guy was working xD)
This new level is so.... MUCH WORK @___@ the friggin coffee whitening and the stupid tissue box =__= WITH the tissue STICKING OUT =o=
So I have to draw the tissue...
Today was my second class drawing this friggin coffee whitening and the tissue box... It TOOK ME MORE THAN AN HOUR to get the basic shape of the objects right... But it only took EMILY LESS THAN AN HOUR to DRAW THE WHOLE GACKT PIC =_____=
and then it took me the rest of the class (another hour to shade in the coffee whitening container...)
It's gonna take me another class to do this >___<
Waaahhhh~
And we have to draw friggin objects for another year ~___~

P.S. TOMORROW IS DAD'S B-DAY~ I'M GETTING KFC!! xD

Sooo sooo tireeddddddd

O___O
I'm so tired >__<
(it feels like it's the only thing that I've been saying for the past days)
I don't even know why I'm so tired xDD
Today~
The day was spent doing NOTHING in religion (like OMG the teacher was marking and stuff so we just sat there and talked)
NOTHING in strings (it's theory day~ so I brought my Harry Potter book = =^ Don't laugh)
EXTREMELY EASY THINGS in Science... =__= omg IT'S SO EASY! LIKE... =___= WHY DONT PPL JUST GET THE FRIGGIN EQUATION???????? I guess I spent that class just YY-ing about Gackt : D (hehehehehe~~~~~)
At least I learned something in Math today xD It was SOO easy though~ But at least it's something I've never seen before xP
No rehearsal today, so I went to the Visual rehearsal and pretended that I'm an artist xD Some people believed me~ =P I guess it's cuz of my asian-ness xP (see? Everytime when I ask people to guess my art area, they would go for VISUAL or STRINGS. They are like the only ones with a lot of asians)
OMG I'm running out of topic =-=
I'll think of something later

P.S. At least I'm writing on this everyday or every other day~~