BYEBYE 1st SEMESTER!

Oh man~

First semester is gone @_@

I AM DREADING NEXT SEMESTER X_X

STRINGS... FIRST thing in the morning... DAMNNNNNN

Anyways...

This week's been hell = =

I did pretty bad on my math exam today... I can't believe I actually FORGOT the quadratic formula...

AND I THOUGHT MATH WAS MY STRONGEST (even thought it's the subject that I hate the most...)

WAAAAHHHH~~

Well
In the past few days, my phone AND internet's been down...

Actually, it's only 1 day xD

But still....

My person got so fat in sdo n. america xD

Anyways

I'm glad everything's fixed... That's why I'm tryping this right now xD

P.S. This is the GACKT wall I was talking about xD

Even though there are other walls with fan messages... but this one is the biggest xD

hehehe~

O no!! I gained weight T_T

OH MANNNNN~~~~~
I gained weight T_T
After all of my hard work T_T
It's all my mom's fault = =
She kept on telling that I have to have my nutrients xD So I just started to eat a bit more than when I first started...
And... yesterday... :S Went to Emily's party... ate chicken katsu @_@;; Couldn't even sleep last night cuz I was soooooooooooooooooo full X____X
And today, Any's mom... fed... me... a GIGANTIC sandwich... thats like 20cm wide T_T Filled with EVERYTHING @_@
OH MAN OH MAN!!!
I hate myself T_T
Ok...
Starting from tomorrow, it's all back to square one :X

P.S. In the karaoke room, I SAW A LOT OF GACKT FANS WRITING MSGS ON THE WALL!!! WOOT
And guess what~ I joined them ^_^ bwahaha~
I need to get a job... I just saw the Eyes On book (the photoshoot book with 50 pics of COLOURFUL gackt pics) on eBay... I WANT IT T_T
Well... I've already left my name + phone number for the part time job in the post office xD First step... I guess :X

>.<

CL`` How are you?

Haha~ It's funny how I remember you xD
Lawl~ Leftover memories from the old times @_@;;


Sigh~ Tomorrow's the big day... I'm waking up at 5... practice for 1 hour, then get ready for school at 6, leave home at 6:45, then the morning sectional begin T_T

And then... PERIOD 2! MY RIP TIME!!!! I'm sooo nervous... Damn~ I even cried =o=
Stupid strings!!! *_* I can't wait until grade 12 semester 2 where I can say BYEBYE to strings FORLYFE! xD
Haha~ I talk about random things here xD
Anyways~ BED TIME! 5 o'clock tmr morning x_x....

TwT

Ahhhh~
I ate too much this weekend T_T
It's all my mom's fault... SHE WAS TEMPTING ME!!!
OMG I just wanna slap myself @_@;;
Argh! I finally managed to lose to a bit lower than 140 and now im a bit over that line = =
T______T
Next week... I AM NOT EATING
!!!!!!!!

Day 6... Nothing...

Nothing's happening >_<
Morning: Egg + All Bran bar (it was good :) )
Lunch: veggies + meat + yogurt + apple
Dinner: nothing!
At 8:00: I ate half a banana =_=

Well~ Today, I've started to exercise @_@
But the thing is that I can only do it in the afternoon, afterschool, and after I finish practicing piano... So I'm very bery bery hungry afterwards... So hungry that I feel like I'm going to faint x_x
Yea~ That's why I ate the banana @_@
Nothing's changing!!!! I'm still staying at 65kg = =
Omg~ I'm so fat x__x
My final goal is to 50kg xD
SIGH~!!!

OMG TODAY I FOUND OUT WHEN THE STRINGS EXAMS ARE ON O_O
T__________T
IM SOOOOO SCREWED!!!!!
AHHHHH~
HOLY CRAP
I have sooo much things to do but I don't even when where to start T_T
Thats why last night, I went off to look at cosplays ;_; WHEN I COULD'VE BEEN WORKING ON THE STUPID SCIENCE REPORT!!!
AAAAHHHHHH @_@

100th Post!

How did I end up with only 100 posts up to today? = =;;
Anyways...
A little report (my diet diary xD)
Morning: egg + SOME pasta (I didn't wanna eat it... but I was hungry T_T)
Lunch: a little bit of veggies and meat in a TINY container (my mom said it's to keep me supplied with nutrients) + yogurt + orange
Dinner: Nothing
I feel like I got fatter today cuz I ate too much @_@;;
Well~ I'm still the same weight since yesterday... WHAT?! Aren't I suppose to lose like 1 pound/day =_=

Omg I AM GOING INSANE HERE!
There's something wrong with my dad's computer T_T
It can't show SOME chinese =SS
AAARGH! I can't go on QQ... I can't even see my msn name correctly ~_~
I just hope my mom gives my comp back sooner =o=

Hunger... x_x

I'm soooo hungry @_@
Today's only day 4 T_T
Morning: nothing (slept through it)
Noon: yogurt + orange
Afternoon: some animal crackers (couldn't resist) + 2 bites on a mango
Night: some more bits on the mango + some cookies (I GOTTA STOP EATING COOKIES!)
Current weight: 145lbs... (Hey~ I did lose some weight... If I continue like this~ I'll be skinny by summer 8D AHH~ I'm so looking forward to that)

OMG... I wasn't planning on eating anything at night like the past 3 days... But I was STARVINGGGGG!!!! X_____X
I don't know how I'm gonna survive tomorrow... going to piano lesson with just yogurt + fruit in my stomach T_T
THIS IS HORRIBLE x_x
But at least I'm losing weight... Starting from tomorrow, I guess I'll start excercising xD IF I can wake up at 6 in the morning that is @_@;;

Well~ today, we went to Winners and shopped there for a long time...
I'm guessing that's why I was sooooooo hungry... I was really close to fainting @_@
I feel like I'm abusing myself... =___= OH WELL~ sigh~

Putting my new year's res. into action xD

I'm actually trying to accomplish one of my New Year's Resolutions =_= go on a diet x_x
So it's been 2 days since I've started it.
I read this girl's experience of from 160~109 in like a few months (I'm not as heavy as her xD If I were~ I would probably go suicide now @o@)
Anyways
She said she only ate lunch and oranges when she's hungry
So this is sort of what I'm doing now... Except I eat breakfast too cuz some people said it's actually really bad if you don't eat anything in the morning!
So Day 1:
Morning: milk + egg
Lunch: yogurt + apple
after school: OMG MY MOM WAS TEMPTING ME WITH A HAMBURGER!!! So I ate 3/4 TT____TT I REGRET THAT DEEPLY T___T
Dinner: NOT EATING DINNER!

Day 2:
Morning: egg (didn't feel like drinking milk... It was collldddd)
Lunch: yogurt + apple
after school: HOLY CRAP MY MOM WAS DOING IT AGAIN!!! WHAT KIND OF A MOTHER IS SHE???? So once again... I ate 3/4 of it
Dinner: nothing... I was so hungry I wanted to faint x_x

Day 3: (today)
Morning: yogurt + egg
Lunch: apple + 1 1/2 oatmeal cookies + chocolate bread (it was really small... I was so hungry T_T)
Dinner: no eating anything! (even though it's not dinner time yet xD But I know I won't be eating it @_@)

Well~ I guess it kinda worked... I went down 5 lbs O_O
WOOT! I better keep up the good work xD
Note to self: NO MORE RICE/BREAD (even chocolate bread T_T)

Ahh~ Exams O_O

I've been stressing out about exams ever since school started T^T

I'm not worried about Science and Math
I'm just really... really... really... really scared about strings exam =S

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE PART OF MY AVERAGE???

AARRRGHHHHHHHH

If it's not part of my average and I'm just doing it for fun, then I would enjoy it very much =o=

But since we are getting marked on it, then =___= yeaaaaa...... =o=

I wouldn't even care if I failed or something =_=

Like seriously~ WHO THE HELL IS GOING TO BE A PROFESSIONAL PERFORMER????? WELL! NOT ME! I'm not even gonna be a PROFESSIONAL PERFORMER for PIANO... and I've been practicing piano for how long? Let's see... 10 years or more? =__=

Gawd~~~~

I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS I HATE STRINGS

STUPID STRINGS!!

AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

P.S. Don't you just love Sylvia's doggy? xD Wow... That was random @x@

School T_T

Amg...
The first day of school after the holidays is finally over @_@
BUT O NOES!!!! EXAMS!!! O_O LIKE SERIOUSLY.... I AM SOOOO
S
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W
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for strings TT________TT
I HATE STRINGS ;[
I used to like it...~ Sigh~~~ I missed the fun and careless grade 8 beginner days ~~~ I was good... But now... I'm horrible... I can't keep up with senior chamber ~_~ It was a big mistake @_@;; I mean... I shouldn't be in senior even xD Dunno why I ended up there~ Well... It was cuz they need a viola... DUH~ and I happen to be the "good" one in the loser pile LMAO
watever...
Sigh.............
SCHOOL SUX ;[

Happy New Year!

OMG it's 2008 already T_T
Damn~ I feel like as if I've been wasting my life all this time @x@
Gosh~ I still have to do my homework and PRACTICE O_O HOLY SHIT I DIDNT PRACTICE ONCE THIS HOLIDAY OMGOMGOMGOMG
AAAH~
I hate strings T_T
Mrs.H makes us practice like we have no life =_= I made a big mistake for coming to this school T_T O well... TWO MORE YEARS... actually one and a half more years of strings xD THEN NO MORE VIOLA! I'm never gonna touch that instrument EVER again afterwards :D

Lets see... My New Year's Resolution:
1. LOSE WEIGHT 8D
2. Get a job after my birthday...
3. Save up for Gackt concert (plane tickets + concert tickets *sigh*)
4. Take the friggin SAT test @_@;;