Wishlist...

Taaadaaa~

Behold~ the 2006 DRUG PARTY TOUR GOODS BAAAAAGGGGYYYYY

~___~ I WANT THIS DDDDDDDDD:

*tears**tears*

And that key chain is the CUTEST thing every =SSSSS

It's currently on sale on eBay u_u

I wanna buy this so bad but my parents won't let me... OBVIOUSLY~ I wouldn't even gonna bother asking them =o=

The consequences are worser if I asked...

Omg I want my own credit card so I can stuff without asking them~

Like~~~ I'm earning my own money now and everything... Even though the amount is REALLY LITTLE

I can still save up... Right? After paying for my piano lessons, I still have like $10 of allowances left *sigh*

This upcoming summer, I'm sooo getting a job x__x

I'm not gonna care what kind of job it is... and I don't care if I end up working in KFC or McDonalds and smelling those greasy fries :0

While I was looking for that, I also found those keychains on sale.... Grrr~ If only they sell them in Canada =____=

And a bunch more~ I think I saw one with YOU :O

=w= omgomgomg I WANT THEM ALLLLLLL~~~~~~

*goes off daydreaming and drooling*

Anyways~

Yesterday, Jap class was okay... But our class was made up of level 2, 3, and 4.......... It's soo cool listening to those higher level people talk *___*

Its like ~~~ OMG

日语狂飞哦 *_____*

ONE DAY~ I'm gonna be as good as them :]

Just watch me bwahahahahha =)

Finally Done...

THE FRIGGIN COFFEE WHITENING AND THE TISSUE BOX FOR ART CLASS!!! @)#(*&)$#%(*&)(*#&@
LIKE OMG
It took me like THREE classes to draw the friggin thing xD
It's like... 6 hours in total... *___* WoW~~~ I'M SO NOOBY xD
And it took EMILY LESS THAN AN HOUR to draw a REALLY GOOD PIC of GACKT =____=
With 6 hours, she could've drawn me like SIX GACKTS~~~~~
My coffee whitening is not even good and the background...
omg the FRIGGIN TABLE CLOTH! I HATE IT SOOOOO MUCH @)(*#&)(*%&)(@*&#)*(&
I JUST WANNA BURN ALL THE TABLE CLOTHS IN THE WHOLEEEE WORLDDDDDD :OOOOOOOOO
Yea..
My drawing sucked so much xD It's not funnnnyyy...
But at least I'm done
I didn't even bother taking it home~
But now that I think about it, I should take it home someday just to put it on my blog ROFL

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG JAPANESE CLASSES STARTING TMR!!! Don't ask me WHY I'm SOOOO EXCITED =OOOOOOOO
LMAO
I just am :)
peace~
xD

Nap Time!

MWAHAHAH I fell asleep in Science once again ~__~
I need more sleep... Like seriously T___T
I tried to sleep early but then I just lose track of time and stuff... =o=
The other thing is that OMG THE CHAIRS ARE WAAAY TOO COMFY IN THE LECTURE HALLS @____@
Making us go there for our classes is like ENCOURAGING the students to SLEEP IN CLASS =___=
The chairs are like soft and cushiony~
The lights are dim because we pretty much look at the projector everyday~ The level of brightness is like the ones you see in a bedroom ~__~

Yesterday, I had like a bunch of interesting things to say but for some reason friggin blogger doesnt work =__=
I couldn't even look at the comments left and stuff... ~__~
So I didn't write it...
But now~ I just can't remember what I was going to write xDDD
Ok~
This is like the 3rd post that I wrote about sleeping in Science =__=
Like OMG it IS that serious... I ALWAYS fall asleep... It's like the air has this sleeping drought and it just makes me wanna sleep... I have a feeling that Ms. A knows that I'm sleeping *cough*

OMG DAMN U GACKT (T_T even though I still love him soo much)~ It's so stuuuupppiiiiddddd~ You have to pay 1500 yen to get a password for the community site and it's not even the DEARS thing... LIKE OMG... I think it only lasts until the end of this year or something... =__= What a rip off @)#(*&)%(*&#)*&@ I just wish he would set up his fan club overseas sooner so I can waste money on him even though I KNOW it's a rip off................
~__+ A fangirl's gotta have a place to show off her fangirlness xD
*AHEM*

OMG GACKT COMMUNITY SITE *_*

It finally opened last night (EST) xD
But sadly it was like 11pm for me... So my mom chased me down the computer ~___~

I still end up sleeping at 11:30pm LIKE OMG I TRIED BUT THE SITE WAS SO INTERESTING ^_____^

So the result was that I fell asleep in science again T___T

THE CHAIRS WERE TOO COMFY T_T

and we were looking at the overhead againnnnn =__= with the dim light and the comfy auditorium chairs (with cushiony bottoms and the back)~ it's a great napping spot xD

Anyways~ back to my original topic xD

I was going to send him a fan mail... But I didn't know what to write and stuff~

Should I start off like

"Hi, Gakkun," *I don't think he likes to be called gakkun by strangers...

"Hi, Gackt-san," *too cheesy

"Dear Gackt-san," *wow goosebumps... Who does the "dear" thing anymoree???

Maybe I should just go

"WASUPPPPPP HOTTIE!"

@__@

*ahem*

*cough* *cough*

ROFL I wonder what his reactions would be like... o_____o

OMG that would be funny xD I'll just make up another name and a new email address and do that xD He might actually reply you knowww~ Cuz it's so different from everyone elses xDDDD

Next comes the stuff that I wanna say...

I was planning on just do the crazy fangirl style "OMG GACKT U R SO HAWT AND PLEASE TELL YUU THAT HES HAWT TOO!!!!!!"

xD

But nahhhhh~~~~ It's just one of my random fangirl thoughts... OBVIOUSLY I'm not really gonna do that xD ahahahahahhaha

That would be funny also if I wrote that

This is what my letter would turn out to be

"WASSSSUPPPP HOTTIE!

OMG GACKT U R SO HAWT AND ALSO TELL YUU THAT HES HAWT!

KISSES FROM UR CRAZY FANGIRL"

.__.

yeaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

These kind of stuff is only for my bloggg =__=

I'd rather go suicide than to send him that xD

T___T I wish I knew japanese well enough to read the stuff on his site T________T

Now I'm like reading it with a translator and YOU KNOW HOW THEY ALL SUCK SO MUCH *sigh*

P.S. xD jap class this saturday~~~ wooo~ *I'm actually excited* xD

Happy Happy ^_^

BWAHAHAHAHAHA
Ms. H finally said something encouraging to me today LMAO ROFL
That made my day xD
cuz... yeaaaa~ I suck at viola... So having her telling me "WELL DONE" is like... a praise said to me by the emperor *AHEM*
OMG I fell asleep in Science today...
My head was like TOTALLY bobbing UP and DOWN ~_____~
It's mainly because we are in the lecture halls and the seats are like soooo comfy and they are tilted back a little
We were also looking at the overhead with only the small lights turned on
So the whole atmosphere was warm and fuzzy and I was just like... O~~~~M~~~G~~~~ I can't open my eyessss ~_____~ and I think I closed my eyes from a few seconds before I realized that I should open them... Cuz the teacher's like talking with the overhead RIGHT in front of me.... I have a feeling that she KNOWS I'm sleeping and stuff... But I don't think so... Or else she would be like WAKE UP :0
That whole class was sooooo miserableee T___T
You know that feeling where you HAVE to sleep and you just CAN'T keep your eyes open any longer but you HAVE to keep them OPEN O____O
THAT WAS THE WORST FEELING !_!
I really should sleep earlier these days~
I'm EXHAUSTEDDDD
I don't even know what I've been doing these days... I'm just EXTREMELY tired ~_____~

Burppppp~~~ =D

x____x I ate so much yesterday...
Yesterday was my dad's birthday~
I brought home the KFC family bucket xD It was tooooooo much *___*
OMG I ate so much~~~~~~~~~ I couldn't even move afterwards =__=
And my stomach still feels full... like 20 hours later =o=
This weekend was probably spent in festivities~
It's basically because it's my dad's birthday and the Chinese Moon Festival is coming up ^_^ (yay mooncakes <3)
The thing is that my mom didn't expect me to bring home THAT MUCH KFC yesterday (I used the coupon .__. IT CAME with THAT MUCH @__@). So she made like a lot of food for yesterday......................... But yeaaa~ we didn't get to eat them =o=
My mom's so happy =P Because it's the first time ever that I bought them something with my own money xD
(T_T money that could be spent on my precious Gackt stuff... Sigh~ Oh well.... I guess it was worth it ~_~)
T____T my mom won't let me touch the mooncakes nowwwww DDDDDDD:
But I wanna eat them soooooooo bad T_____T
Ok... I'm off to finish the stupid science homework ~~

Interesting Art Class~

BWAHAHA~
Today's art class was so.... interesing xD
I guess it's cuz of this new guy xDDD
But he wasn't like drawing with us... He's like more advanced than us~ So he's like drawing something from the teacher's book
OMG me and Emily #2 were talking so much (like OMG that's so out of MY style xD I usually don't talk that much in art class~~)
I draw so slowwww
I miss the days when we were in the small room drawing basic shapes~ That room was so cosy and we can talk about stuff... =__= I feel more secure in there xP
I dont like this new place we are staying... It's like so open and when we sit there, we just look like a huge wall blocking the way to the pencil station (a table where they keep the pencils and where that guy was working xD)
This new level is so.... MUCH WORK @___@ the friggin coffee whitening and the stupid tissue box =__= WITH the tissue STICKING OUT =o=
So I have to draw the tissue...
Today was my second class drawing this friggin coffee whitening and the tissue box... It TOOK ME MORE THAN AN HOUR to get the basic shape of the objects right... But it only took EMILY LESS THAN AN HOUR to DRAW THE WHOLE GACKT PIC =_____=
and then it took me the rest of the class (another hour to shade in the coffee whitening container...)
It's gonna take me another class to do this >___<
Waaahhhh~
And we have to draw friggin objects for another year ~___~

P.S. TOMORROW IS DAD'S B-DAY~ I'M GETTING KFC!! xD

Sooo sooo tireeddddddd

O___O
I'm so tired >__<
(it feels like it's the only thing that I've been saying for the past days)
I don't even know why I'm so tired xDD
Today~
The day was spent doing NOTHING in religion (like OMG the teacher was marking and stuff so we just sat there and talked)
NOTHING in strings (it's theory day~ so I brought my Harry Potter book = =^ Don't laugh)
EXTREMELY EASY THINGS in Science... =__= omg IT'S SO EASY! LIKE... =___= WHY DONT PPL JUST GET THE FRIGGIN EQUATION???????? I guess I spent that class just YY-ing about Gackt : D (hehehehehe~~~~~)
At least I learned something in Math today xD It was SOO easy though~ But at least it's something I've never seen before xP
No rehearsal today, so I went to the Visual rehearsal and pretended that I'm an artist xD Some people believed me~ =P I guess it's cuz of my asian-ness xP (see? Everytime when I ask people to guess my art area, they would go for VISUAL or STRINGS. They are like the only ones with a lot of asians)
OMG I'm running out of topic =-=
I'll think of something later

P.S. At least I'm writing on this everyday or every other day~~

OMG EMILY IS THE BEST

OMGOMGOMG EMILY YOU ARE MY IDOL xDDD
For drawing me this BEAUTIFUL gackt picture ^___________________^
*which my mom commented "这什么男不男女不女的阴阳人！！！”*
WAAAH~
That really hurted my feelings you know T__T
But yea~ I guess I'm kinda used to her saying things like that about MY MOST BELOVED GAKKUN~~~ =__=
When Emily gave it to me this morning I was like O___O EHHHHH????? SHE DREW A GACKT PICTURE!!!! FOR ME??? OMG???
cuz last night, she was like "I'm drawing something for you... It's not what you think it is... It's definitely NOT what you think it is..."
At first I thought she was drawing Gackt... But then she's like it's not what you think it is... Then it's DAIKON? It doesn't make sense cuz she HATED THEM xDDDDD omg ~~~~
So yea...
Throughout the whole day, I was like holding this picture and glancing at it every few seconds ^_^
I was afraid it's gonna smudge... Or bend~ Or get blown away by the windd @___@
I was being very protective :P
Today's mood: EXTREMELY HAPPY~
YOU ARE MY IDOL EMILY *______* (萝卜表情~~~) xD haha~

Bwahah~ I love the Religion Teacher xD

OMG Mr. A SWORE IN CLASS TODAY LMAO
Ok~
He was like teaching us about Jonah and the whale and blah blah blah~
And then he started to talk about how in battles, both sides wish that God is on their side and everything~
and then he was like "they are probably all going LETS BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS AND SMASH THOSE SON OF BITCHES" ROFL
Everyone in the class was like O____O WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?
We were surprised not because somebody swore~ we were just surprised that a TEACHER (A RELIGION TEACHER) would swore xD
AHAHAH~ I love my religion teacher xP
At least he wakes you up in his class ~~~
Lets see, the words that he said (since the first day of school):
-crap
-shit
-motherfucker
-bitch
(I bet the list is gonna grow throw out this term xDDD)
bwahahahah
~.~
weee~ I'm counting down the days until I get to go buy the Gackt DVD =P

I am now calm =)

After my super hyper-ness last night xD
I THINK I only have money for one of them though T_T
cuz it's $20 AMERICAN not CAD T___T
FRIGGIN USD D:<
So yeaaa~ If I combined them, then it's $60...... I don't think I can afford it all in one go ~_~
Maybe I'll be able to afford it the next month T_T
Waaah~ I'm so poor =___=
(and my mom WOULD NEVER EVER give me money to buy something like this .__. especially after she saw my BEAUTIFUL gackt wallpaper and went "WHOA WHOS THAT HE-SHE ON YOUR SCREEN! IT DISGUSTS ME!" T__T and my poor fragile heart broke~~~ waaaahhhH~ gaaaaaaakkkkuuuuuuunnnnnnn~~~~~ how can anyone say that about joo~~~~ especially my own mother T___________T)
So yeaa... Every week I earn like $50~ So I've decided to put $10 each in my "GACKT FUND" (<-- LOL its just the name that I gave to the place where I save up money to collect gackt stuff *_*) and then the other $10 for my emergency lunch money/allowance (but I usually have left overs which is going straight to the GACKT FUND <-- ROFL I can't stop laughing at this name xD) The rest of the money goes straight to my piano classes =__=
*OMG my friend quit piano right after she finished her grade 10... maybe it's time I quit too T__T This is gonna be a hard decision for me~ Even though I hate it, but it's been 10 years already... It kinda grows on you and it became a part of my life throughout these years T_T*

Sigh~ If you have some sympathy for me please donate to the HELP A KID BUY GACKT MERCHANDISES FUND xD (nice name eh?)
Even though I might only buy 1... I still can't wait to for October 9th (or is it 19th??? on the website it says 19th but on amazon it says 9th =S CONFUSED!)
If I were to buy one, I would get the blue one =P It's got more of my favourite songs than the red one xD

*Emergency Update*

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
RIGHT NOW~ IM SO EXCITED THAT IM GONNA FAINTTTT~~~~~~~
SO I HAD TO EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE >___>
*considering nobody's answering me in msn*
(I'm such a loner T__T)

ANYWAYS~
GACKT'S RED + BLUE DVDS ARE COMING TO NORTH AMERICA!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG THAT MEANS I CAN BUY GACKT HERE!!!!!
AND IT'S ONLY $20 EACH!!!!!
SO TWO OF THEM WOULD BE $40!!!!
AND I MAKE $50 A WEEK SO WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMGOMGOMGOMG
I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!
I CANT WAITTTTTT
AAAAAHHHHHH
ITS OCTOBER 9TH.....
WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

So Where was I...

in the past few days?
xD
You know what? I have no clue =S
Let's see... Friday passed in a blur with my theory class exemption exam (I PASSED IT! I don't have to take theory again xD)
But the studying and the wait for my result was nervewrecking >__<
Hmm~ What else happened on Friday...
I went to buy presents for Sally~
and then there's art class =S
That was probably the worst class I've ever had...
I didn't even finish a picture
It was cuz it's my first day in level one (after a few weeks of doing level 0 xD)...
I couldn't get the position of the objects right... The first one was too big...
Good thing that everyone made that mistake BWAHAHHAHAH
So we are re-doing it next week =P

Yesterday, I went for my piano lesson and taught a piano lesson xD
Gained $50 ^___^
YAY~ <3
But lost $85 for my own classes =\
Well... At least it's on every other week now~ So my money won't go away that fast xP
Oh my god... Speaking of my piano... MY RESULTS FROM LAST TIME... T___T I STILL HAVE TO FAX THE FRIGGIN THING!!!
I wrote the number on a sheet of paper but MY DAD THREW IT OUT!
OMFG WHY DOES HE LOVE CLEANING SO MUCH )@(*&#)(*&%(*#&^)@(&)@(*&$)#(
I got sooo mad at him (because last time when I finally obtained that number, THE GUY WHO ANSWERED WAS SO FKN MEAN... He wouldn't even let me talk about the problem... He was just like "Oh~ write down what you just told me and the credit information and fax it to us~" LIKE WTH~ I don't even know howwww!! HELLO? I'm a person that's seeking help from YOU but you wouldn't even tell me what to do????? Then what's the point... I got so angry that I almost shouted WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT ME TO DO >:U)
I was mad at my dad for throwing out the paper because I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR THAT FUKTARDS VOICE AGAIN... I don't want to take any chances that he's not going to be the one that answered my call =_____=
I hope he gets killed by a car and then BURN IN HELL >:O
Anyways ~__~
Phew~~~~
After ranting... I feel so much calmer~
DEEP BREATH~~~~
Anybody who reads my blog constantly would think that I'm a stupid girl who seems to be holding a grudge against the whole world = =^
But meh~ it's just that the world is against me xD
Whatever~ This is like a place for me to rant and flame as much as I want
BWAHAHAHA

*going back to typing my science lab report like a good girl :3*

啊啊啊！小强！！！！

哇~~~~~ 看到小强了。。。。。。。。。。。
*极度恶心中* =[

我狂晕。。。。。。。。。 我好像米有题目可以写了。。。。
哎~~~~~~~~
今天就这样吧 xD
我好烦哇 ~~~~
作业一大堆。。。。。。。
（我好像一写中文我就没东西可写了）

T__T typing in Chinese is so tiring ~_____~

Repetitive Days~~...

My life is sooo boring >_____<
Everyday it's going to school, back to home, practice, eat, homework, sleep, and then a new days starts =___=^
Why isn't my life like one of those books LOL
Where the main girl is off to save the world or something (not that I want to save the world >___>;; but... yeaaaaa....... ANYTHING is better than my current life)

I noticed that I haven't wrote anything yesterday~
It was partly because I got mad at blogger because everytime I post a diary entry, part of it gets erased because you know how I like to use faces like >___<>___>... and so apprantly it conflicted with the HTML or something =S and so they mistakened it for HTML and deleted it =o=;;
That's so stupid >___>
I got mad and I stopped posting LOL
*I'm such a weird person*
There's nothing interesting to write about now =(
Oh well~ I'll think of something to write for tomorrow xD

P.S. I'm on epi 18 of Chobits!
P.P.S. Did you know that Chobits is the first anime that I've managed to watch until epi 18 and plan to finish the whole thing??? LOL
xP I'm not an anime person~ I'm more of an asian drama person~~~

OK... I actually don't hate my hair + mom

Hehe I think I went waaay overboard yesterday :P
Bleh~ I don't hate my hair xD
I <3>
(not really... for both of them) LOL

Well... IM SO EXHUASTED!!!! We had our first Intermediate rehearsal for the year...
Omg my shoulder was like falling off >___<
I had to carry it for like 1 hours 30 minutes.
It's probably because I didn't practice for the past two months >__>
Sigh~~~
Last year during Spring Concert, I carried my viola and played for the whole night and didn't think it was too much xP But then, my viola was a bit smaller and a lot lighter .___.
I love this new one... But I really HATE the weight of it... AND THE FRIGGIN CASE THAT CAME WITH IT!!! OMG ITS SOOO HEAVY and I have to carry it back and forth from my house to the school ;____; And I'm having trouble reaching my 4th finger in 3rd position on the C string of the viola >___<>

Tiring things aside... I'm starting to watch Chobits now xD
It's soooooo funny LMAO
I don't know why I just started to watch it LOL :P
I love Chii~~ >w<
He's always like... NOSEBLEED when he sees a pretty girl xDDD
I'm only on the 7th episode~ I'm gonna continue watching it now :P

I Officially HATE My HAIR AND My MOM

=____=
I haaaaaatttteeeeee my hairrr @)(*#&@*(&!)*&#@)
LIKE OMFG
Why can't my hair be like all the other asians =_____=
ITS SO FKN THICK AND PUFFY unlike your normal asian hair -> shiny +straight
WTF IS THIS
AND OMG MY HAIR STRAIGHTENER WONT MAKE IT STRAIGHT
Tomorrow is Picture Day >__> Maybe I should just skip it. If I can't skip it then I just won't buy it like what I did last year
But last year was because MY MOM made me CRY BEFORE BED so my eyes were all swollen the next morning =___=
The picture turned out to be HORRIBLE I didn't even show it to my parents... The second I got the picture preview, I ripped it to small pieces and flushed it down the toilet xD
Now on the topic of hating my mom ;__; OMG SHES SO ANNOYING and she crushes your dreams and hopes the minute you tell her
GOD I don't even know why I even tell her stuff >____>
I must be out of my mind for telling her stuff WHEN I knew that she's gonna be like... =___= "that's funny, you are never going to be like that."
There's something called ENCOURAGEMENT that MOMs are suppose to give to their DAUGHTERS~!!! GEEBUZ!
=__=
*insert more rants here*
Anyways... I'm not going to put anymore rants on because ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS xD
Grrrrrrr~ I'm soooo fkn pissed now...

Weee~ Passing Notes

Math class is the BORINGEST subject ever = =^
Like seriously... The stuff we learn now... I learned it in Grade 3 !!!! Like OMFG o_____o;; ITS SO FRGGIN EASY >:U
So for me, math class = nap time~
Well, this year, since I have Emily in my class, we get to pass notes at each other mwahahaha xD
Too bad we don't sit together... I had a chance... But then... yea.... LOOONG story >____<
Passing notes was fun~ It's so dangerous and exciting xD I was like shaking all over from laughter everytime I receive the note back LOLOL
I wrote the randomest stuff lol
The good thing is that I can write in Chinese =D So even if I got caught, I can just randomly make up something in front of the teacher xD
I wanted to take a picture of our note... But I'm extremely tired after coming home from art class >___<
Speaking of Art class, I'm doing pretty well today~ =D Next week, the whole class (made up of 4 people) is going to move on to still-life xD
I'm gonna screw up so bad x3~
omg we even got homework -> draw the things in your house =_____=
I don't wanna do it >__<
But I guess I have no choice >___>;;
Ok... I'm off to object hunting... So I can like... draw xD

Ok... I was Over-reacting...

LMAO I was over reacting yesterday xD
We didn't end up playing at all =)
But we are playing tomorrow =(
I'm once again, very bery nervous @____@
Gaaaaargh~~~ So much homework... I'm so tired T___T
I don't feel like writing this at all =_____=
......................
Well... The good thing is that I don't have to go to my piano lesson tomorrow (but I do have to go on Saturday) xD
At least I don't have to carry my viola (which I brought home today for NOTHING since I can't tune it >___>), my math textbook AND my piano books which weigh like a billion tons -o-
And not talk about how thick each book is >___>
Ok... This is gonna be my first short entry xP
It's just that I'm soooooooooooooooooooo tired =(
I don't even know why >__<~ It might be because of my high-heeled uniform shoes....................
I'm off to play some games >____> *cough*flyff*cough* EW I can't believe I'm playing that xD
Well... I'm bored and tired k? (even though I have homework xD)

Interesting Bunch :P

My friend gave them to me... They are so interesting lol xD
I've always wanted to have one of those... Like you can open up the biggest one and then there's a smaller one inside and a smaller one inside of that and so on xP
LOLOL now I finally have my own set ^____^V
So THANK YOU VERY MUCH <3333333333

Today's like the first official day of school... I'm so exhuasted >_____<
I slept so well last night that I almost slept in @___@
Sigh... I bet it's gonna happen again tomorrow morning DD:
I'll have to sleep earlier tonight >__> (I slept at 11:30 last night... Pretty late for me on a school night). School is getting busy *___*
AAAH~ I'm so nervous for tomorrow's strings... WE ARE GONNA START PLAYING DDDDx
Omgomgomgomgomg what am I going to do >___< hickey ="(">
The bad thing is that I can't even practise a little tonight because my viola is so out of tune it's not even funny =___= (it's actually quite scary)
OMG what if tomorrow when she's tuning us and find that my viola is so out of tune and she would be like "SOOO~ WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PRACTISED????" Waaaaah x___x I hope we are just sightreading tomorrow... Two months of no practice... I bet I can't even find my "do-re-mi" =(((((
Sigh... If I don't make it through tomorrow, I would like to use this place and say to all of my friends that I LOVE YOU GUYS T___T WO AI NI MEN Dx *what else* SA RANG HAY??
*wishing myself luck*
P.S. AHAHA I wonder what will happen if Ms. Hickey sees this blog xD Then I'd be like =SSS THIS IS NOT MY BLOG!!! !__! Haha~ But that's never gonna happen xD

First Day of School

I forgot to bring my camera... =o=

On the other hand, the first day went quite well actually...

I'm so tired though >____<

So yea~ In the morning, I went with Emily like always and I had to carry my SUPER HEAVY viola T_____T It's so big and heavy and AMG I had to carry it on my left because I'm carrying my bag on my right... The thing is that I've always carried it on my right, so carrying it on my left feels very bery awkward .____.

So I struggled on my way towards the school xD

When I got there, EVERYBODY WAS THERE!!! (Oh man... I forgot to carry my camera so I could take this "壮观的景色" lol)

All you see is white, navy blue, and red x3

DDx I got attacked by the huggle monsters >______<>

I nearly got drowned in the crowd xD

First period Religion... The teacher arrived 30 minutes late and when he got here he had to go get something... So I whispered to Emily that he should never come back xP

Religion was fun cuz me and Emily were whispering xD~ She kept on making me wanna laugh. Our religion teacher has a big tummy so she kept on going "Oooh~ Beer belly xD" OMFG I nearly bursted out laughing :P And I was like "I wonder when will the baby be due"~ Hehe~ I'm so mean xP

:3 But I'm usually a good girl ~~~

Anyways~ I'm glad that I have pretty much every class together with Emily xD We get to talk in Chinese and nobody would understand 8D bwahahahahahahaha~

@___@ Waah~ I'm so tired... My feet are pretty much dead inside my uniform shoes >___<

Why did I buy high heeled once T____T

I'm actually looking forward to this school year :)

P.S. My agenda is so pretty this year xD

It's prettier than usual :P~ As you can see from the picture ^___^v (don't mind my bad picture taking skills and paint skills =___=~ Life is so different without Photoshop T_T)

Nightmares~

Last night I had a nightmare~~~
The kind that I've never had before >_______<
I dreamed that I was killing people with a pike o__o;;
When the first person went down, I kept on poking her (yea I'm pretty sure it's a her) and there was blood and stuff but I wasn't scared... .__.
And then I killed like 6 more or something...

Anyways... It was quite scary ;[
On the other hand, I had a good dream recently =DDD
I mean... A REALLY GOOD DREAM xD
I had a dream that I went to a Gackt concert and OMGOMGOMGOMG I got his autograph and he was talking to me *____* I have no idea what we talked about though xDDD But OMG I was holding the concert poster in my hands~~~ I was sooooo excited *_______________* Like I felt it in my hands and everything seemed sooo real =OOOOOOO And everything I'm holding was signed by Gackt xDD OMG I was soooo happy that I woke up smiling like an idiot ^____________^ But the thing is that it's only a dream =_______= T________T I hope I'll get to see Gackt in person one day during my lifetime ~____~

AHHHHH SCHOOL TMR!!!!!! >_____________<

GOOD BYE SUMMER DDDDDDDDDDDDD:

Counting Down the Hours

Right now it's 6:30 pm on September 2nd.
School starts on 8:30 am on September 4th.
38 hours until the school year of 2007~2008 starts...

Well~
Today, I went last minute back-to-school shopping with my parents ~___~
I'm sooo exhausted.... >__<
The bad thing is that my MP4 ran out of battery when I stepped outside of my house today o.O
BUT I CHARGED IT LAST NIGHT!!!
WHAT IS THIS!!!
)P@(*#(%$&*#)$(*&#@)*@&_#@&
Yea...
It was pretty boring... especially when I was sitting in the car while they went to do grocery shopping... I was BURNING and bored out of my mind T_____T
So I had to sing to my self (hey~ If I don't have my music player with me, then I'll be my own player ^________^)
=____= But yea... It sucked :[
When we got to the 3rd store, I didn't feel like going inside OR sitting in the car (I had enough of that today >__>). So I brought a bag of PITA PUFFS (It tasted baddd... It's BAKED not FRIED =o=) and started to eat it outside the store BESIDES the garbage can with the SUN shining right down at me =________=
It was sooooooooooooo boring and I felt like a statue T______T
After eating half a bag of nasty food they FINALLY came out... (I didn't eat it continuously... I ate some, then stopped and looked around... The thing is that there's a bank besides it. So I felt like someone of the bank robber gang that stands outside as a look-out while my partners do the job xD ROFL)
>___>
Today was tiring but I did buy a new bag xD

Money Money Money $_$

Gaaah~
Today, I just thought of a new thing that's going to frustrate me for a while...
and that thing is MONEY $_______$
Ok let's seee.....
I have to pay for art lessons ($70/4 lessons), viola lessons ($80~$100 a month), and piano lessons ($150+ a month)...
How am I ever gonna come up with that much money every month ~____~
Well~ I pretty much only earn $25 a week from giving out piano lessons to my friend's sister... But that's not enough (OBVIOUSLY)~~~
My mom said she's not going to pay for my piano lessons... EVER~ and I don't think she's going to pay for my viola lessons either... because she said that it's not like that I would ever become a musician when I grow up... But I'll need those lessons to survive school >___<
Poor me~ Maybe I should've just went to a public school and lead a normal life not expecting much >_____>
The good thing is that she's paying for my art lessons ~_______~
That's $70 off my shoulder~~~~
Well... I can understand that they are not willing to pay for the other lessons. It's because
1) I don't really enjoy them and the only reason that I want to continue piano is that I started it ever since I was 5... Just don't want to stop now
2) They have to pay for the friggin mortgage and the fkn maintenance fee that's like waaayyyy too high for the amount of services that they gave us... Lemme see... It's only the USELESS Rogers cable, the outdoor pool (that we don't even use) and the good for nothing underground parking which SOME FKN BASTARD (MAY HE GET KILLED BY THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY EVER) scratched OUR CAR with a knife ALL OVER... Like OMFG? o.O What the hell did we even do... Anyways... So yeaaaa~ >___> wtf is with the management company

Sigh~
Maybe it's time that I get a part time job...
Recently, after the trips to the KFC (shut up bishes I eat KFC >:D), they said that you could apply for a position at KFC~~~ *_____*
Hmmmm~ Sounds pretty good to me... Maybe I'll go try :O
But I wouldn't have time to work at ANY shift when the rehearsals start to come in, the viola lessons, piano lessons and art lessons...
x________x AHHHH~ I'M GOING CRAZY >_________<