Oh Great... - -

My laptop's busted again...
This time, it's a corrupted registry
Dunno how the hell that happened :S
It's probably because THAT WOMAN smashed my laptop close... and UNPLUGGED THE AC POWER while I was in the middle of something... and yea... my laptop is AC powered cuz they didn't want me to ruin the battery = =
OMG
I can't fix this T_T
I googled it and holy shit it seems like nobody has the ABSOLUTE solution to it x_x
So now.. I'm just gonna connect my hard drive to my dad's laptop and hopefully, I can transfer everything.... and then I'm gonna use the A70 recovery CD :X
I HOPE THAT WORKS T_T

I hate my mom :)

I hate my mom =)
I fkn hate her so much
and I don't care if she was the one that gave me life
If I knew I would end up with her, I would rather have no life at all
end of story
:D

And Again... The Misfortune of My Laptop :X

Oh wow - -
I'm so fed up with my parents...
Ahahaha~ my dad took my laptop away xD
For some reason, I just wanna laugh 8D I found that extremely funny... (omigod I think I'm developing a mental illness or something... Oh well... Don't be surprised if I suddenly go wacko and go jump off a building -_-)

Anyways... It started with my dad randomly talking about my report card
Like WTF... WHY the hell are you asking me NOW when for the past 15 years of my life, you didn't care about my academics? That certainly was NOT making sense to me :X
I AM confused...

OMG I swear it's cuz of that little whore who works with my dad who talks about her son all the time... And other bitches = =
Everyday, they (co-workers) were like "my son got 99% average~ and he's going to UofT" or "my daughter got ten billion university accpetions!"
Woohoo~! WELL lady/sir... UR son DOES NOT MEAN A SHIT to ME... AND... I really really REALLY don't give a FUCK about ur daughter... I have a life...
Or for now... I'm just trying to enjoy my last bit of freedom before university prep actually starts :S

MY DAD did not ask me about my report card for the last I dunno how many years and NOW he's asking me... Like WTF this is just driving me crazy
When he asked, I simply replied It's not here yet...
AND GUESS WHAT! He doesn't believe me xD
WELL it's TRUEEEE! They didn't send out the report cards yet @_@;;
and HE is accusing ME of LYING to HIM
If it's my mom... Okay... I won't be this mad... cuz well... it's my mom - - and she does it all the time =o=
I, in a way, got used to that......
BUT SERIOUSLY WTF =___=
I am soooooooooo pissed off......

I don't know what I'm turning into... I've never felt like this before
Nowadays, dark thoughts are always coming up to my mind x_x
Sometimes I just feel like I need to stop TIME and just close my eyes and reflect
I swear one day, my parents are gonna hit the bottom line and I WILL end up doing something stupid -_-

Oh man oh man... This time, it's gonna be hard getting my laptop back... FUCK! I HATE my life... T_T I can never understand why my mom BLAMES me for everything -> coming to Canada, losing her job in China, me not doing well in school (note that this "not doing well in school" means getting 93% overall average 8D)

GEEZUS! Sometimes I just wanna jump off a building and just end everything.......................... If it's not for the fact that I haven't experienced many things that I wanted to experience (i.e. falling in love, be able to see Gackt in person LIVE), I'm probably already dead now and wouldn't be typing this extra long blog post...

P.S. Holy fuck 7:30am sectional tomorrow morning... WTF?! We did NOT do anything wrong in the rehearsal... That is sooooo unfair =___=

My cousin's the best xD

LOL~
My cousin actually bought the card for me =w=
Except... He bought it off the internet @_@;;
Cuz the store was closed on Valentine's Day xD
I guess he wanted to keep his promise =S
Well~ Anyways~
I was sooo touched *_*
That's like the nicest thing he's done to me =D
I lubbb my cousin lol
Now... He's waiting for the shipment = =
Now that I think about it... He could've waited a few more days for the store to come back from Chinese New Year and buy it then rather than buying it off the internet and wait for like 15 days or something =\
Anyways...
I'm gonna go back to my own laptop... Some ppl just added me on QQ ^_^

Bloodshot Eyes O_O

For some reason, my eyes have been really bloodshot for the past 2 days >_< It looks very demonic xD And bright lights hurt my eyes :X

I hope it gets better tomorrow @_@

I can't believe I forgot about You's birthday T_T OMG I'm such a bad fangirl x___x Arrrgh~ I feel like killing myself now ~.~ Oh well... It's not like I can do anything for him.... - - So whatever... Next year, I'll think of something :P

Today... I'm so tired... I was actually sleeping in com tech class teeheehee~~ xD

I was just "staring" at the monitor... and yea xP

Bleh~ The days are dragging = _ =

Sigh~~~

MY LAPTOP IS BACKKK

OMG I got my laptop back~~~ o(∩_∩)o

I'm soooo happy

But the only down side is that after using my dad's laptop and then switching back to my own laptop, my laptop is waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy slower than his - -

I CANNOT play sdo on here... it gets soooo laggy =S and my keys are different too... for some reason, the arrows responds slower than the speed I'm actually pressing >_<

I don't know why T_T

But OMGOMGOMG last night I talked to my MOST BELOVED cousin and he is gonna buy me 100RMB of sdo card XDDDD

WOOOH

I can finally have pretty clothes (*^__^*) 嘻嘻

<3333 I love my cousin ^_____^

New Semester!

New beginning, new semester xD
Well~ not really a new beginning >_>
Anyways~~ 1st period strings is not so bad... It's actually so much funner than before xD
This semester is gonna be cool...
Grade 11 math (not cool) @_@;;
But communication technology is really interesting
We are going to do a music video, commercial and a documentary~ So I'm looking forward to those =P
I just really don't feel like writing anything =_=
I STILL don't have my laptop back ;[
I just got an e-card from my cousin except I can't reply him cuz .... = = no chinese :X
I'm really really pissed off =^=

P.S. I'm getting better at SDO xD I can do lvl 8 songs now 8D