Nightmare ;_;

Last night... I had the most bloody nightmare ever T_T I felt so real and there's no escape of the horror... There was so many blood and I was given to chance to kill somebody... But I just couldn't do it. *Shows that I still have some sense =o=*

I couldn't remember the rest of it. But I remember during the middle of it, I had to go up some stairs but it was dark all over... I was so cold and scared. Then finally, I got up to that room and there were people with me. Then I don't remember what happened. The red room... was the scariest part of my dream T_T Somehow, I was trapped in this room that's been painted all over in red. It's either that or the lights are red. I was in it with a few other people. And there was a body in the box that's in the room. I had a feeling that the body is someone that I love. But the thing is that now I think about it, I don't recognize him from anywhere (Yes, I'm sure it was a he). Whenever I look at him, I just felt this surge of sadness and I would start to cry.

Now comes the most bizarre part of my dream. Apparently, we've (me and other people... I had a feeling they are my friends but I don't know which ones) been in this red room for a long time and we are hungry. Then my friends started to take out the body in the room and they started to eat it O__O I was crying and shaking and screaming that I wouldn't eat it (because apparently, it belongs to someone I love =__=;;).

*forgot what happened next*

Then I remember there's other man and he's in pain. And all I know is that now is the time for me to kill him. I don't know what was I thinking (well.. DUH! It's a dream). I think I killed him or somebody else did...

*another gap in memory*

The red room returned to a white room. Everything is white and peaceful (or back to normal... Whatever the "normal" means... I just knew in my dream that it's all over and back to normal now). Then there's the body of the old man that I *felt* I killed.

Then I woke up *because I HAD to go to the washroom... Or else my tummy's gonna explode >_<)

This was the bloodiest dream I've ever had... There was never another dream that I had where I've seen a corpse or felt like killing someone @_____@

Dream is a fascinating thing~ Ne?