I'm so fed up with my parents...
Ahahaha~ my dad took my laptop away xD
For some reason, I just wanna laugh 8D I found that extremely funny... (omigod I think I'm developing a mental illness or something... Oh well... Don't be surprised if I suddenly go wacko and go jump off a building -_-)
Anyways... It started with my dad randomly talking about my report card
Like WTF... WHY the hell are you asking me NOW when for the past 15 years of my life, you didn't care about my academics? That certainly was NOT making sense to me :X
I AM confused...
OMG I swear it's cuz of that little whore who works with my dad who talks about her son all the time... And other bitches = =
Everyday, they (co-workers) were like "my son got 99% average~ and he's going to UofT" or "my daughter got ten billion university accpetions!"
Woohoo~! WELL lady/sir... UR son DOES NOT MEAN A SHIT to ME... AND... I really really REALLY don't give a FUCK about ur daughter... I have a life...
Or for now... I'm just trying to enjoy my last bit of freedom before university prep actually starts :S
MY DAD did not ask me about my report card for the last I dunno how many years and NOW he's asking me... Like WTF this is just driving me crazy
When he asked, I simply replied It's not here yet...
AND GUESS WHAT! He doesn't believe me xD
WELL it's TRUEEEE! They didn't send out the report cards yet @_@;;
and HE is accusing ME of LYING to HIM
If it's my mom... Okay... I won't be this mad... cuz well... it's my mom - - and she does it all the time =o=
I, in a way, got used to that......
BUT SERIOUSLY WTF =___=
I am soooooooooo pissed off......
I don't know what I'm turning into... I've never felt like this before
Nowadays, dark thoughts are always coming up to my mind x_x
Sometimes I just feel like I need to stop TIME and just close my eyes and reflect
I swear one day, my parents are gonna hit the bottom line and I WILL end up doing something stupid -_-
Oh man oh man... This time, it's gonna be hard getting my laptop back... FUCK! I HATE my life... T_T I can never understand why my mom BLAMES me for everything -> coming to Canada, losing her job in China, me not doing well in school (note that this "not doing well in school" means getting 93% overall average 8D)
GEEZUS! Sometimes I just wanna jump off a building and just end everything.......................... If it's not for the fact that I haven't experienced many things that I wanted to experience (i.e. falling in love, be able to see Gackt in person LIVE), I'm probably already dead now and wouldn't be typing this extra long blog post...
P.S. Holy fuck 7:30am sectional tomorrow morning... WTF?! We did NOT do anything wrong in the rehearsal... That is sooooo unfair =___=
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